I have a valentine this year. She's so good to me. She's not once left me or blew me off. In fact she goes everywhere with me. We take long walks though town. We go snowboarding together. We go to the store together. Everything I do, she's always there. And yes she is clingy but I can't get rid if her. She is literally always there. I don't do everything with her by choice she jut tells me that she's going with me. That she will never ever leave. Ad she hasn't broken that promise for the past 4 years. She has made me do terrible things. She's made me violent. She's made me do illegal acts. She's turned me into a person I never wanted to be but thanks to her I am. Thanks to her I stay up all night. Thanks to her I'm violent. Thanks to her I hate my life. Thanks to her I want I end my life sometimes. Thanks to her, I blame myself for every little thing that goes wrong. And you probably know her too. She's always with other guys and girls. She's been with everyone and their second cousin. And everyone hates her, yet none of us can get rid of her. You probably know her actually. Her name is depression. This year depression is my valentine. And not by choice. She's pushed her way into that spot and made it impossible for me to tell her no. She's pushed herself into my life for the past 4 years of my life and there has been nothing I can do about it. She keep me awake at night by running her big mouth. Telling me I'm doing everything wrong and that I'm a terrible person. She's the worst valentine in the world. But she's mine. And I can't get rid if her.
