Note:
Was it just me or the Chapter 68 wasn't really published yesterday?
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Jisoo's POV
I can't believe it's the last day of college week already. Parang natulog lang ako tapos pagkagising ko, tapos na ang mga maliligayang araw. In Monday, we're all going back to reality. The hell week of exams is coming to get all of us.
Nagpakita na ako kila Jennie after days of hiding in empty classrooms while the festivities continued. Tuwing bibili ng pagkain o pipirma ng attendance lang ako pumupunta sa field. I wore hoodies, baggy pants, face mask, and a cap to conceal myself from them.
Napagod na akong magtago so I decided to come to school with my girls but I don't think I did the right thing. Dapat pala hinintay ko munang matapos yung event.
They've been talking about Jinyoung since we arrived and it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I can't make them stop dahil hindi ko pa nasasabi sa kanila lahat.
"I miss our baby boy Jinyoung. Ever since that article, he avoided being seen with Jisoo in the campus. Pati sa atin hindi na siya nagpapakita." May tampo ang boses ni Jennie.
Totoo kasing pagkatapos lumabas nung article na sinulat ni Suho, hindi na namin ito madalas nakakasama. He suggested we avoid being seen together in the campus para hindi lalong lumala yung usap-usapan.
But I guess after knowing the truth, he didn't really care about how it would affect me. Siya nga ang dahilan kung ba't nasulat yun eh.
I don't like blaming people but because I was so mad and heartbroken... I blamed everything to Suho. And now that I know how Jinyoung manipulated him, I feel guilty for not letting Suho explain his side when he reached out to me. Sana pala nalaman ko ng mas maaga. Sana wala na siyang ibang nabiktima at naloko.
Sana hindi ko na ginamit ang sitwasyon namin ni Taehyung sa kasinungalingan ko.
Hindi na sana dapat humantong sa ganito. I could've declined kasi wala naman akong mapapala sa pagpapanggap na gagawin namin. Wala akong pagtatakpan. I don't care if Taehyung told Jennie I'm interesting, bahala na siyang lusutan yun. Pero tapos na. Marami ng nangyari.
May feelings ng kasali.
Aside from Jennie, Lisa and Rosie... binaha rin ako ng mga texts, chats, at tawag ni Taehyung. Like my friends, he's worried about me. Mas lalo tuloy akong nagigiulty sa inasal ko sa kanya. I shouted at him. Sa kanya ko nalabas yung galit ko. I stormed out of the campus, leaving him stunned.
Imbes na sabay kaming mag dinner lahat, they cancelled because me and Taehyung are not coming. Jimin, Yoongi and Jungkook checked on me that night. I told them I'm sorry I'm really not in the mood and promised to treat them meals next time.
"I don't know if I saw it correctly pero nakita ko yung car ni Jinyoung na palabas ng gate kanina nung papasok na tayo. 'Di niyo ba napansin?" Lisa told us. Sabay na umiling si Rosie at Jennie. Hindi ako kumibo. Nakita ko nga yung sasakyan niya pero ayokong sabihin. "Nagpunta lang siguro yun dito para magpa-attendance. Pasaway talaga si baby boy."
Natawa sila sa sinabi ni Lisa. Nagkunwari naman akong binabasa yung schedule ng college week sa bulletin board. "May concert pala mamaya?" I asked genuinely kasi hindi ko talaga alam. "Ilang banda raw?"
"Dalawa yata, Day6 tsaka The Rose. May boy groups din, dalawa. TXT at Enhyphen tapos may special guest."
"Yun na ba yung artistang sinasabi nila na dapat sa opening magpapakita pero napostpone?" Dapat daw kasi may celebrity na manghaharana sa mga candidates ng pageant kaya lang hindi ito nakaabot.
"Yeah, I guess he's going to perform too. Sayang naman kasi yung binayad na TF. Kasalanan naman ng artist kasi ang sabi naglasing daw hanggang umaga kaya matagal nagising," sabi ni Rosie na siguradong sa boyfriend nalaman yung chika. "I wonder who is it. Sino bang mga sikat ngayon?"
"Yung naghahanap ng chicken cordon bleu," barumbadong sagot ni Lisa sa kanya bago nakipag-apir kay Jennie.
Naglakad na kami para maghanap ng makakainan. Tatlo kasi sa'min ang hindi pa kumakain ng breakfast. I had mine because my siblings forced me to eat them and ask me questions about my non-existing love life. Tiniis ko nalang since it's the first time Ate Chaewon came home after Gummy's death. It was great to see her support Kuya Jin teasing me. Iniwasan ko nalang sagutin yung mga tanong na delikado. Basta sinabi ko sa kanila wala parin akong boyfriend.
Pero meron akong nagugustuhan.
Syempre 'di ko sinabi yun sa kanila. I learned my lesson with Suho. Don't let a family member know his name or meet him unless it's PANGMATAGALAN.
Tuwing kainan, nauuna talagang mag-order sina Lisa at Rosie. Jennie and I likes to decide what we want to eat first before ordering so we won't take long in the counter. Those two gets impulsive when it comes to food but it's a good thing they finish everything they buy and not waste any of it.
Nitong mga nakaraan, ayaw ko talagang naiiwan kami ni Jennie na magkasama. She talks about Taehyung all the time which is clearly not good for my heart. Every time she mentions his name, I feel a pang of unwanted jealousy.
Bitch, I never thought I'd feel envy towards Jennie... and because of a guy. Damn. This is so fucked up.
"Nagkausap na kayo ni Taehyung?"
"What?"
Jennie shifted in her position and leaned closer to me. "Sabi ko nagkausap na ba kayo ni Taehyung. Nagtatanong kasi tungkol sayo."
Why would he ask Jennie about me? "Bakit? May kailangan ba kaming pag-usapan?" patay-malisyang sagot ko. "I don't think meron."
Jennie grinned. "So you're mad... like that type..." she finger quoted, "... of mad." Sumipol si Jennie at pumalakpak ng tatlong beses. "Sabi ko nga ba gagana 'to eh."
"What do you mean?"
Umiling siya. "Wala Chi," she giggled. "Sabi ko congrats," then she did that wink again.
I suddenly have the feeling that I'm suppose to know something.
What the hell is up?!
