rumours # hyunin

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hywangjin
hey, jeongin !! i got your kakao id from chan. – hyunjin

Liar.

Lies.

It's all lies.

Everyone lied to me. Everyone told lies about me.

And I let everyone play with my feelings.

Felix was the only one who never lied. He has always been with me. It should have stayed that way.

I was sitting alone at our dinner table, not really eating my food, just poking the fork into the meat, lost in thoughts.

"Jeonginnie, what's bothering you, my love? You didn't even eat one bite."

My mom came up to me worried. She grabbed the chair next to me and sat down while patting my back softly.

"Is everything okay at school? Everything alright with Jisung too?"

I never told her that we broke up but I always thought she somehow knew. He never came over anymore, we didn't talk on the phone. She should have suspected something.

Or maybe, just maybe she wanted to hear it from me.

"We broke up a few months ago. You don't have to act like you didn't notice, it's okay, really."

My voice sounded hoarse. Everything hurt. Every inch of my body was aching.

Nothing was okay. It never had been.

"But I like this other guy and he-"

I wouldn't cry. Not again. Not now.

"He never felt the same, mom. Why did he let me think he did? Did I really mean nothing to him?"

And when she pulled me into a tight hug I couldn't help but let the tears stream down my face.