Saturday I woke up with what seems to be a hangover, but it wasn't as I hadn't even touched alcohol last night. but it was that same shitty feeling. This time however it was heartbreak.
I just couldn't believe he had been engaged all this time.
How long I had been crushing on him.
Okay y/n you need to move on from this; He lied, he is obviously different than what you thought he was. I slowly got out of bed and took a shower. Like some sort of zombie I stared down while the water poured over me.
What would Jimin be doing now?
ok stop it y/n.
The worst thing was that this evening I had dinner with the family. Which basically was me, mother and her new boyfriend.
It was without a doubt the last thing I wanted to do right now. Taking shit from her, hearing the disappointment. I felt bad enough already.
ugh
In the afternoon I firstly ran for about 15 kilometers outside, it wasn't something I regularly did but I needed something to get my frustrations out. and in a way it worked. My body was so tired and I was so exhausted that I needed a little afternoon nap. Great way to go through a day quickly.
But eventually it was time to face my dear old mother. I dressed up in a suit, knowing that mother was pretty picky on the clothes we should wear to the restaurants. She always dined at these expensive places so that was one of the causes. But I also think she just again enjoys to have something on which she can criticize me.
I arrived by metro, knowing that I wouldn't get through this dinner sober.
She was already waiting for me outside. She was dressed in which had to be a really expensive dress.
'Mother'
'y/n'
Her eyes scanned my outfit
'Red? interesting color' she said on a certain tone
Fucking hell
Perhaps I should have brought a flask of vodka that I would gulp down my throat in the toilet. Or I should have just done that before this stupid dinner.
I smiled at her
'Wasn't that your favorite color?'
'yes, but not for suits.'
I internally rolled my eyes, knowing that in case I visibly showed it I would get another reprimand.
'Let's go to our table?' I suggested and my mother agreed.
'Is Jason not coming?' I asked, meaning her new boyfriend.
'He had other plans' shereplied without other explanations.
Silence again.
We both took the time to look down the menu. The waiter was there to take the order of the food and drinks. but when he left that silence fell yet again.
Damn why did she invite me for a freaking dinner if she wasn't going to talk?
'So how is life?' I asked her to break the very very uncomfortable silence
'It's just fine'
'What about you?'
'Just fine' I replied, using the same words she had.
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