Salvior

Chapter 10

⚠️Be aware ⚠️

The following chapters (10, 11 & 12) contain suicidal, destructive and critical thoughts. If you are sensitive or mentally weak, do not adventure yourself into them.

Read at your own risk.

Lizza's POV

"I give a simple order but you are incapable of respecting that" Klaus scolds angrily and all I mutter is I'm sorry. He matches away from me with clenched teeth while the dam has already broken at the back of my eyes.

" F**k this, Elizabeth" he growls shattering all the glasses and mirrors in the bedroom at once. I sob even louder at this sight.

" Klaus please" I cry as he keeps pacing around. He stops abruptly and matches towards me. He looks me down with so much intensity that I look down and take a step back.

" Don't walk away from me." He says icely calm and I take a step back still looking down, I'm too scared of this version of him. I bit my lip so hard to stop the sob that's bubbling at the back of my throat.

" Obey for once" he growls lowly and I breakdown in an hysteria of sobs.

" I'm not one of your servants or agents. I'm your girlfriend and all I want is apologise for my behaviour. I'm sorry that I hurt you Klaus. I really am and I can't stand you doing this to me. I know I hurt you and I'm sorry for that but I can't take it anymore, Klaus." I finally cry out repeating myself, the little bubble of frustration in me explodes.

I'm so disoriented. I breath heavily as tears keep flowing out of my eyes. Silence envelopes us and all that is heard are my sniffles and heavy breath.

" If I don't give you the permission, you have no right to do anything. You don't leave this bedroom. You don't talk to anyone and I'm making this relationship public with or without your accord, Elizabeth." He says darkly then teleports.

He's taking everything from me once more. But... at least we are still together.

That's what I wanted to know. We are still together. One thing down. I should feel happy but why don't I feel happy?

Why do I feel like everything is been taken away from me?

Why do I feel like I'm getting empty with every passing second?

Why do I feel lost?

Why is he doing this to me?

Why is he reaping away my life out of me?

I can't seem to understand Klaus.

Why does he do all of this to me?

I know I hurt him profoundly but should he be treating me this hard?

I fall to the floor and cry till I become numb.

All this is my fault. I started it. So I should take it all. I should bare the consequences of my acts.

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"My lady. It's time for your bath" I hear Zoedae's voice say but I make no attempt to move from my spot. I feel numb, empty, miserable, pathetic and the list goes on. I'm mentally breaking down and soon there will be nothing to break anymore.

"But why am I breaking when I caused all this? I shouldn't be. I should be facing this head on." My mind keeps chanting that I merit this, all of it and I shouldn't bitch about what he's doing to me but I can't. I'm reaching my limits and soon I'll get destructive and these thought make me feel even more miserable.