Salvior

Chapter 11

Lizza's POV

Can things get any worse? I don't know what got into Klaus but he got physical with me and that was my limit. I recognized, still do and regret with everything in me what I did to Klaus but no one in this world deserves to get such hurt.

I don't deserve that.

Klaus is destroying me. I've come to realise this and it hurts so much.

Even though I started it all, I can't take it anymore. I'll surely end up taking away my life or even worse. I can feel myself die each passing day. I'm being crushed by all this and it's suffocating.

I need to breath. Be with someone that loves and cares about me. Someone that makes all my suicidal thoughts rush out of me.

I need to leave. But how? I can't do anything. I've lost track of time but I can't tell how long it has been since what Klaus did to me. I stay constantly in bed because I have no energy and when Zoedae comes, she will use her magic to take me to the bathroom for a bath.

Yes she is a witch I just found out and it's helpful in my condition because even if I wish, I don't seem to have enough strength to walk about like I used to do. I've grown thinner, Zoedae's words and I look and feel worse.

Klaus has visited once since the last time I saw him. He didn't say much but whatever he said, I made no effort to answer him. I didn't have it in me to answer or say whatever thing to him. I just looked away or closed my eyes just because I couldn't turn around and block him out completely.

I'm not angry at him or whatsoever. I don't know what I feel about him anymore. I know I love him and whatever thing he will ever do to me, I still will but he hurts me beyond repair.

How should I possibly handle that? I've never been in a relationship to know how to act accordingly but I want to be away. Away from him and all this.

I want peace and tranquility. I want to to leave not to go anywhere but to be at peace. I know if I die, all this pain will be over. Maybe Klaus will keep up loving me in his memory because I know I will.

I thought I could handle all this but I can't. I've reached my limits and the worse part is that Klaus took away his symbol from my neck. Yes. When he said " you don't need this anymore" he meant his symbol.

When I found this out, I shattered. It is the proof that he doesn't want me anymore.

" Liz " a voice that sends a tremendous amount of shivers down my spine calls me, softly. My breath hitches as my eyes lands on Klaus. I love this man but...I'm tired. I can't handle this anymore.

He says nothing and I tiredly look at him. We just stare at each other in silence then he turns around and leaves.

Tears fill my eyes and I start sobbing. I'm tired. Death is better than all this.

I can't do this anymore more. This is my breaking point.

How long will I have to go through this excruciating pain? This is my limit. My heart can't handle the hurt anymore. It hurts so much that I feel my heart hurt in my chest, so much that sometimes I can't even breath.

Is it worth it? Should I keep living? If this continues I'll die of some disease. It'll be better if I safe myself from additional pain and die peacefully.

" My lady?" I hear Zoedae's voice whisper like a lullaby. I make no efforts to open my already closed eyes and let sleep take over me. It's sometimes the only place I can find frith.

......

" Zoedae ?" I call out. The young girl that can be around my age or even older turns to look at me. She halts on her way out of the room and turns towards me.