~refound memories~

10•~Waking up~

Clary's POV:

Tick

Tick

Tick

God could they shut that off.
It's so loud.
I then tried to move to figure out what it was but to my surprise I couldn't. why couldn't I move. and why was everything so loud. And why was the room so dark.

Tick

Tick

Tick

I could feel my emotions building up. I wanted to scream. It was like prison. I then tried to focus on what i heard around me to gather information. Apart from the ticking I could hear someone lightly snoring. Snoring? Am I asleep? Then I felt someone move beside me. Wrapping there arms around me and stroking my hair. I internally flinched until I realized who it was. Jace. I instantly felt safe and just wanted to tell him i could hear him. But I couldn't and I felt helpless. Then he spoke.

"Clary I know your probably dreaming right now because of what they injected into you. But I just want you to know before I talk to you when you wake up that I promise to be a good father. You don't have to be scared I will leave you. God I love you so much. And seeing you like this- it- it breaks me. And even though you can't hear me I will always be there for you and our baby."

I felt like crying. I was overcome with thoughts. Injected? Was i in a hospital. It would make sense. The ticking and the beeping. But also why was I in the hospital. The. Another thought popped into my mind. Jace knew about the baby. he knew about the baby he was so sweet about it. I didn't want him to find out this way but it's how it went. I wanted to try to say something back but of course I couldn't.
Then I felt a hand on my stomach. And then heard more words

"And baby. I promise to teach you how to fight with so much power. And I bet your mom will tell me how your too young for a seraph blade. But I'll get you one by the time your 5. And me and your mom will be married one day. Maybe one day soon."

Then I heard the door open. Jace immediately stopped speaking as it opened. Darn it. I wanted him to keep talking. But maybe I will get answers about why I'm in this state.

"She should be awake in about 5 minutes. The sedation is starting to wear off."

It sounded like a doctor. And not shit it started wearing off. I can hear you guys!! But it was no use. I'll just have to wait 5 minutes or more.
Then I felt a stabbing pain. It hurt really bad. It felt like a needle. I then started to see light. Wait I was waking up!
The light was bright though. And it sent a cold feeling through my spine.
I blinked to get the glassy feeling over my eyes to go away.
Though I had little success I could now turn my head.
I tried to focus on the people around me. I was trying to find one person. Jace. But I couldn't find him. I got more frantic and just wanted to see him. But I couldn't move very much. I then felt a hand on my head. I glanced over to see jace. I smiled in relief as he rubbed my head. I decided it was time to try to talk. Since I couldn't before.

"hey jace" I said still very raspy from whatever happened to me
witch I still didn't know.

"clary! I cant believe your awake. I thought I lost you. It's all my fault. Im never letting you out of my sight again." he said as he kissed my hand and sat down next to me.

But here's the thing. I have no idea what happened. Im still trying to focus on what happened that night. But when I try to recall my head feels like it's spinning and I feel all dizzy.

"What exactly happened..?" I hesitantly asked.

"You got attacked by a demon.. we were out hunting and you were the bait, if I knew this would happen you never would have even come on the mission." He says as he's spiraling into a deep upset about how I shouldn't have been there.

"I get that you feel sorry but I still have no recollection of what happened so you know can you skip to the part about what happened?"
I said with a smirk.

"Yes sorry. you had gone into the ally with this demon. And me Alec and izzy were following on a roof not far behind. Untill izzy got jumped by a demon. Lucky she wasn't injured but we fell behind and that left you in the ally with the demon. You had no wepons since demons can smell them. So the demon attacked you. I saw you being attacked and I ran down. I stayed with you all the way until the institute, and after that. You have been asleep for awhile and it made me so upset every time a doctor poked or proded you. I just wanted you to be ok."
He finished with a half smile.

"Well I'm ok now?" I said rubbing his hand.

I found my hand rubbing up my neck. I felt some irregular bumps on my neck.

"What is this? Why does my neck look feel like this?" I said as I try to push myself up onto the headboard, though I only had a half success falling back onto the pillow.

"You got some nice battle scars from the demons. They have faded a bit so they are less purple"
Jace replied as he repositioned me into a more comfortable position.

"Are they badass?" I said with a smile.

"Yeah babe they are" he said as he sat into a chair beside me.