~refound memories~

9•~hospital days~

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Jaces POV:
I was somewhat mad at clary for keeping being pregnant from me. I wouldn't have left her and wouldn't have freaked out.
Although maybe she doesn't know. And maybe I was the only one that knew.
Being alone with my thoughts tired me out. Clary still hadn't waken up and it has been 2 days.
It's been a tough 2 days too, finding out all that information and having you girlfriend almost die right infront of you. Damn. It really makes your head spin.
I could feel myself slowly drifting off to sleep while trying to stay awake. I didn't want to leave clary incase she got up. But I was definitely losing the battle of sleep.
Then Izzy opened the door to clary's room and stared at me for a minute. It's 2 in the morning what's she doing up.

"Hey. You know it's two in the morning right?" I said with a smile as she sat down on the other side of clary's bed

"Yea I do. And shouldn't you be getting some sleep. You look awful." She says with an actual concerned face.

"Yeah. Just a lot to take in is all. And I can't leave clary's side. Not until she wakes up." I say in defeat as she grabs clary's other hand.

"She will still be here when you wake up. And I will watch her. You can sleep and we will switch off in the morning ok?" She try's to reassure me.

I think for a moment and can't bear the thought of leaving clary. But it had been 3 days of no sleep and my brain was screaming for some.

"Fine- but if she wakes up you wake me up" I sternly say as I grab a blanket that's at my feet.

"I will. And don't worry I'll take good care of her."
She says with a smile.

I smile and get into a comfortable sleeping position. I'm still facing clary so I can check on her as I'm falling asleep. In two minutes my eyes start to feel heavy. I'm trying to fight sleeping but it's no use. I then let the blackness consume me and fall into a slumber.

Clary's POV:

I feel a sharp pain in my arm. I try to open my eyes to see what it is but I feel like the weight of an entire ocean is on my body. then my ears start ringing. And I feel a pulsing heat go through my body. My eyes try to open and only have some success. I then try to breathe in but I only get the pungent smell of hospital disinfect, it was invading my nostrils. The room was silent and dark apart from my heavy breathing and the beep beep sound you often hear in hospitals that indicates you're alive. Wait I'm alive? I slowly opened my eyes, squinting in attempt to sharpen the blurred images before me. I glanced around and took in the blue and white colour schemed hospital bedroom. How long have I been here? I shut my eyes, trying to remember what had exactly happened. It feels very distant and I can't focus. I then see people rushing in the room and crowding around me they had turned on the light when they came in. Making me groan.
Could they step back? My head was pounding and they were asking me things. I couldn't focus on what they were asking. The noise around me was just growing and overwhelming. Then I felt a familiar touch. I glanced over to see jace. All the sounds in the room now seem muffled. I couldn't seem to smile to show him that I was ok. so I just rub his hand with my thumb. He smiles with tears in his eyes and kisses my forehead.
I then wince in pain. I see someone blurry sticking something into my arm. It hurts like hell and I just want to scream. I then let out a little gasp and feel a tear run down my cheek. I can feel unconsciousness taking over my body but I want to stay awake. I want to see jace. I wanna stop being poked with things. But of course I fell into the deep sleep of unconsciousness.
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Jaces POV:

I wake up to the light being Flicked on in the hospital room and a bunch of doctors running in. For a minute I want them to shut the lights back off and let me sleep but then I realize what's happening. I practically jump out of bed to see clary laying there barely awake. All the doctors are asking her about if she knew what happened or if she knew her name. But she didn't answer and seem flustered.

"She still is fighting off demon venom. Sedate her for tonight and then she should be better in the morning." One of the doctors said as they got the needle ready.

I'm holding clary's hand when I feel her thumb rubbing against mine. She hasn't taken her eyes off me. I then smile as I feel hot tears running down my cheeks. She was ok. Her rubbing reassured that.
Then a doctor sticks a pretty big needle in her. It makes her break her gaze at me and wince in pain. I want to snatch the needle out of the doctors hand but I know that's not an option. I put my hand under her head and support her neck.
She then lets out a tiny noise to let me know she's in pain. And a small tear runs down her cheek.
It breaks my heart seeing her in so much pain that all I can do is grip her harder.
I see her slowly lose her battle with consciousness as she falls loose into my arms.
The doctors then come over to talk to me.
"She should be ok tommorw. She just woke up too soon and still had too much demon venom. We have sedated her and this won't hurt the baby." He says with a smile.

"Thanks" I manage to say as I then remember that clary's pregnant.

Shit I totally forgot about that. Izzys going to kill me when she finds out I haven't told her. But I don't even know if clary knows yet so I don't think it's fair to tell Izzy first.
I then grab clary and move her in a position so I can slip in and sleep next to her. When she wakes up tommorw she will be next to me. And I will make sure she and the baby are ok.
I rub clary's red hair. She must be in so much pain. And I would kill to take it all away from her.
But pain doesn't work like that. So all I can do in be there for her.
I then feel myself slowly drifting off into darkness.
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