Faded Memories [Book I]

Twelve

Diary #12
I can't believe I'm addicted to your small and loud laughs.

Nasa library kami ngayon ng bahay nila gumagawa ako ng requirement habang nagbabasa naman siya ng libro. It's not those typical romance novel but books about business. Kung makapagbasa naman siya parang enjoy na enjoy siya.

Iba talaga ang mga hobby ng mga matatalino.

Naalala ko tuloy yung diary niya, this is their usual bonding with Sabrene. To study together. Sometimes she's going to review Sab by asking questions from her notes and Sab will do the same to her.

Napailing na lang ako at tinatamad na basahin ang case study ko. Hindi lang ako bobo pero ang tamad tamad ko pa! Bakit ba masyadong mataas ang pinangarap ko?

Minsan talaga napapaisip ako kung tama ba yung desisyon na ginawa ko. I'm almost a graduating student yet I am still not sure about what i want. Oh nothings really certain about the future.

"Are you okay? Hon, take it easy. Rest, when you're tired." she sweetly said to me that made me look at her, she's smiling at me.

Girl, don't smile at me like that. And what, Hon? That's a little bit lame. I'd prefer babe or love. Baby is too cliche. Geez. Why am I thinking about this?

Darn that smile! Hindi ko alam pero ang lakas ng dating niya mas lalo pag nakangisi o nakangiti siya. Why is she so sweet? Ganyan ba talaga siya?

Gosh! I might be out of my mind.

"Should I?" I playfully said while stretching my arms saka ako pumunta sa may malaking flat screen TV dito sa library nila. There's an XBOX. She's pretty boring so I don't know who play things like this because I'm sure it's not her?

"I'll just get our snacks." rinig kong sabi naman niya kaya binuksan ko na yung TV. I am not really a gamer but I usually play games like this with Russ and Kairo. Sa amin kasing magkakaibigan ako lang nakakasabay sa mga boys.

I don't know my bestfriend Yannah is just so girly that she wouldn't even dare play brutal games while Tori and Rielle are spoiled brats they're more into boys, they play with boys in a different kind of game.

I was shouting out of excitement while playing when someone tap my shoulders dahil sa ginawa niyang pang-istorbo sa akin namatay yung character ko. "Now I am dead." I said with irritation that made her seriously look at me.

Oh great. Why do I keep forgetting who I am and where I am. I am not at Kai's house right playing with them.

I am with Hans.

Shit.

"Sorry... Uh, kanina pa kasi ako dito pero parang hindi mo... uhm napapansin. I...just thought you're hungry?" and I can feel the shakiness of her voice. Natakot ko ata kanina.

Shit. Naka ilang oras na ba akong naglalaro dito? I should call the boys later, I wanna play with them.

Napatingin naman ako sa table kung saan may cheesecake, pizza at shake. Tataba ako dito eh. Ang sasarap ng mga pagkain.

"Do you play?" I curiously asked her.

Kumuha ako ng isang slice at nilagay ito sa bunganga ko habang ang dalawang kamay ko ay busy sa pagtali ng buhok ko. I was just watching her waiting for her answer pero seryoso lang naman siyang pinapanood ako.

Okay?

Is this some sort of staring game?

Pagkatapos kong itali ang buhok ko kinagatan ko na ang pizza na nasa bunganga ko saka ko siya tinawag dahil mukha naman wala siyang balak sagutin ako. "Hmm?" mukhang tangang tanong niya.