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Nah! It's been 2 years broh, sigurado na ako sa sarili kong kaya kung panindigan ang pagiging padre de pamilya. I was just waiting for them to come home then I would be complete again. Sabi ko sa mga barkada ko and as usual since then dina ako nag pupunta sa bar.. kung mag iinuman man kami it's either sa bahay ko or sakanila, and daming nagbago sa loob ng 2 taon I've been working very hard and now my company became more productive and bigger than it used to be.
Ang parati ko nalang ginagawa ay work, then bonding sa kaibigan, samahan si mommy oh di nman kaya ay tulungan siya sa garden niya, dad came after 5 days simula nong umalis nag mag iina ko. That was very miserable samahan pa nung akala ko talagang itatakwil na ako ni dad but instead he even incourage me and help me along my down time. Maswerti parin ako ika pa ng mga kabigan ko. But for me? Not untill bumalik na ang magiina ko. I miss them damn much.
Broh? Natulala ka? Tanong ni carl while drinking his wine, wala lng trip nmaing mag wine nakakasawa na ang beer.
Nah! I was just thinking about my oh so awesome past. Sarcastic kong saad. , he just rolled his eyes. I just chuckled.
Bakla mo broh, I said punching his arm. He just smirk at me. Bumaling naman ang atensyun ko kay bryle.
So bro? Hows the girl? I asked kasama na sa 2 years na yun ang nahanap na pag-ibig ni bryle, we cant even believe it, I mean the man who dont have a fuck about anything than money and money with sex, fall inlove? Guess love is unpredictable. Even carl I know his feelings for my wife is not existing anymore maybe because of that girl he always call and cursed on the phone. While hans? Nah still a fucking cold asshole he is.
When we were still young we never liked loved or even believed on it, what we thought is it's jut a normal kike thing towards someon that is capable of pushing us to be with that someone or marrying that woman., I dont know it's eeird but that is what we thought. Not until on collage angel came I fell in love with her but then after marriage parang yung feeling na I'm so tired of being with her and I want adventure, freedom without thinking of a wife...
But then , came the most beautiful angels in my life it feels like my feelings heat up again it made me see things. That is why I was trying to fix us. I didn't even tell her that we are still married maybe when she comes back?. I hope so.
DAMN! WOAMN!, what did I told you?! Your are not really listening! I'm going yo screw tha_____. Honde na anmin narinig ang susunod pang sasabihin ni carl kasi dali-dali na nitong pinatay ang phone di man lng tinapos ang sinabi at marahas na binuksan ang pinto. I just laugh at that moment.
girl problems. Natatawang sabi ni bryle. That made me chuckle. Yeah girl problems pag sangayun kong sagot sa kanya.
That's why I hate being with a woman, they made us feel useless and fuckedup, when they were hurt or even at their worst.
I cant understand you man. Bryle said habang nagsasalin ng wine.
Yup! Diko rin maintindihan, useless.? At their worst seriously? Fucking ovious you've never handaled a woman. Nag tawanan kami ni bryle although may sense kunti yung sinabi niya inaasar lng namin.
Mga gago talaga kayu! Uwi na ako alam nyu naman yung bago kung katulong na kung maka pangaral sakin kung bakit ako gabi umuuwi daig pa si mom. Damn! That woman.
That shit there made both bryle and I stopped.,Laughing. Then we eyed eachother then back at hans na papalabas na ng bahay.
Are you thinking what I am thinking broh? Naka labas matang sabi ni bryle.
I just laughed at his reaction. YUP. Now go home and go to your woman too. Sabi ko. He just chuckled and punch me then we bid our goodbyes.
And now I'm alone..everthing feels so empty..I miss my kids..my wife, I'm still hoping na babalikan pa nila ako. Soon I whispered then umakyat na sa kwrato.
Leah? Tawag ko kay leah, I'm rigt infront of her door. Tatanong ko sana if naka bok na siya ng plane ticket, and yup I'm planning to go back in the philippines na mimis narin kasi ng mga bata si kent wala Akong planong patagalin pa ang 2 years namin rito sa California, 2 years is enough before it's too late.
Ohh! Shit greg...ahhh...hmm... WTF? Ohhh! God ! Palinga linga ako sa magkabilang gilid habang nakahawak ang kamay sa bibig at nanlaki pa talaga ang mata ko! Who wouldn't..? Are this two having sex? They're not even married yet.
Le__aham..leah naka bok kana ba ng ticket? Patanong kung tuwid para di halatang kanina pa ako at narinig ko sila, damn. Nakakadiri pala pag ikaw na mismo ang nakarinig, well not my sex experience kasi akin yun and that was legal for kent is my husbond..way back then. Papakasalan pa niya ako? Like what he said sa airport noon? Nah. Aasa na naman ako.
A! Shit greg stop..! Ahh oo angel shit kanina kapa? Sigaw niya mula sa loob ng kwarto, tumawa lng ako ng mahina yung hinde niya maririnig I bet nahihiyang lumabas.
Nope! Ngayun lng. Sabi ko still forcing myself na hinde matawa ng malakas.
What did youa asked again..awh! Tumugil ka nga bakulaw. Damn natawa na naman ako, si greg pa? Mukha palang noon wild nah, kaya dina ako magtataka.
Nag pa book kana bah ng ticket? Malakas at mahina kung pag sabi ng mga salita. Para talaga maintindihan niya. Kasi minsan gaga tin toh.
Greg! Anoh bah; baka marinig tayo. Sabi niya natawa lng ulit, huli na kayu mga ogok! Sarap sabihin pero wag nalang,
What? Hinde kaba sinabihan ni raymond na ngayun siya mag papa bok ng ticket kaya nga niya sinama si stacey. Aw! Akala ko namn kasi mag s-starbucks lng yung dalawa mag papa bok rin pala, hinde naman sila nagpalam sila sakin kaninnag umaga di man lng ako nasabihan.
Hh ok , salamat nalang, segi tuloy nyu lng...mahina kong bulong, tapos umalis na. Nagpunta narin lng ako sa kwato ni harvey sa kabilang hallway malaki kasi tung bahay malamang kasi si greg ang may-ari.
Kumatok muna ako bago pumasok, harvey was not the same kid dati being 8 years of age he became mature maybe namana sa ama pano yon? E ang immature ni kent? Weird lng. Genes problem atah.
Harvey? Tawag ko sa kanya. Mom? Just come in kaya pumasok na ako at sinara ang pinto pagpasuk, then there he is on his study table sketching. Kaya dahan dahan akong luapit and kised his head,
Anong ginagawa ng baby ko, tanong ko while looking at his drawing which looked so familiar.
I'm not a baby mom, and this? I'ts dady mahina niyang sabi while shading th picture. Kaay pala pamilyar I know miss niya na ang dad niya, cause I also miss kent so much.
Do you mis daddy? I daked while biting my lips.nagtanong pa ako malamang miss niya na.
So much mom..so much, you dont know how much I miss him. He said with hard voice. I so want to cry this is my fault I never dare open this topic since then. Alam Ko naman ang sagot why bother ask? Mas masasktan lng ako.
Do you still hate mommy? I saked I bite my lips hard, I am trembling even my hands were sweating. I dont want him to hate me. Ang sakit naman non. I'm his mom.
No mom..I dont., because I know you did it for the better. He said kaya lahat ng kaba ko bumagsak lahat and what he said made me smile I hugged him tightly kahit nag do-drawing pa siya. MOM! sigaw niya pa, tumawa lng ako.
We're Coming home harvey. I said that made him satnd ang kissed me. Oww! This feeling.
--------goodnight readers salamat po sa pagbabasa. Not edited..
Xox. Bevverlylyyy
