"I'm sorry, I loved him to muc---." I cut her off Imbes ma magalit ako parang naawa tuloy ako, this situation is so out of the line can you imagine it? Ang akala koy anak ni kent sa labas ehh anak naman pala ni christiano damn!
"There is a complication in your pregnancy" sabi ko, I was forcing my self na hinde magpakita ng emosyon eventhough nag-aalala ako. Tahimik lang si kent sa likod ko he is hugging me from the back habang ang mukha niya ay naka siksik sa leeg ko mula sa likod.
"I know sinabihan na ako bago paman kayo" she said her face is so stressed.
"You need to stay away from stressed, alam mo namang mahina ang kapit ng bata" sabi ko sa kanya nag smile sya ngunit hinde ito nag match sa emosyon ng kanyang mga mata.
"My life is so fucked-up, hinahayaan lang ako nila mama kasi alam na nila ng sitwasyon ko I'm like dying dahil dito sa pagbubuntis ko so on when time comes I need to choose between my life or my baby." Tuloy-tuloy niyang sabi her face is sorry, namumuo na ang luha sa mga mata nita that's when I felt kent's hug tighten around me.
"Don't say that!, you need to be strong" mahina kong sabi, but I wanted to shout at her she could have ask for help rather than ay ang ipa-ako kay kent ang bata at mag ka gulo ang lahat.
"Yes it's true I wanted to brave for the last time, I would like to ask a favor" she said kasabay non ang pag tulo ng luha niya, I wanted to hug her kahit may sama parin ako ng loob sa kanya.
"Christiano siya ang ama he was my fuck buddy back then, before carl. I'm five years younger than him I think? Kaka grafuate lang non from being a teen -ager may asawa pa, her name is shina right?" Napa bitaw ng akap si kent sakin ang looked at sofia na umiiyak habang naka yuko.
"How do you know her? Mariing wika ni kent, but confusion in his vouce is present.
"I was that girl in the car sa tapat ng bahay ni christiano remember? That was my car. I saw her, christiano's wife she was innocent and weak." Sabi niya pa regret was all over her voice.
"She was broken that time iyak siya ng iyak nag-away pa sila ni christiano then what? Ikaw ang dahilan? How could you?! Mariing sigaw ni kent na akmang lalapit rito.
"Kent dont!" Sigaw ko sakanya at pinigilan ang kamay niya.
"Damn! You caused to much problem! Alam mo ba yun?! Not just in me but everyone na konektado sakin! What wrong with you?. Sigaw pa ni kent.
"I loved you back then, or maybe obsessed with you? Sabi niya at tumawa ng mapakla, " but day by day na tumira ako sa bahay nyo knowing how much you loved eachother parang kusa nang sumusuko ang kahibangan ko." Pagpapatuloy niya pa.
"Mabuti naman" tipid na sagot ni kent.
"kaya ayaw konang makasakit pa if ever sabihin ko kay christianong buntis ko at siya ng ama, gago yon pagtatawanan lang ako kahit pa alam niyang anak niya toh wala yong paki-alam. He is just kid ang aswa niya ang masasaktan sa sitwasyon, at yon ang ayaw ko." Sabi niya and she was right, knowing christiano.
"I'm so sorry..... alam kong makapal ang mukah ko but kakapalan kona for the last time, please akuin nyu na lang ang anak ko, im begging you give her the family na hindi ko maibigay. Please.... pag-mama-kaawa niya, I'm holding back my tears.
"We will" malumanay na ngayong sabi ni kent na nag pa ginhawa sakin.
"Thank you, but.."
"What? I asked sa putol niyang sabi.
"Someday or one day if pwedi o kung mag-bago man si christaino ohh, kaya nang tanggapin ni shiana ang anak ko please let them know. He still needs to know." I smiled on what she has said. Of course we will walang sikretong hinde nabubunyag.
"Of course, we will- and your forgiven mas mabuti sigurong sa parents mo muna ikaw" it's the best thing for her.
"Yup, kukunin nila ako ngayon. Salamat at sorry, thank you for forgiving me." She sais straight habang nakatitig sa mata ko, I just smiled at her.
"Your forgiven." My husbond said itmde smile though.
"So this means goodbye? I asked her.
"Yes, if ever makapanganak na ako I'll let my parents send the baby" sabi niya god! Ramdam ko ang sakit the way she said those words pinipigilan niya ang enosyon niyang lumabas.
"You can count on us" I said slowly.
"I know, thank you please leave me now." She said I just nod ang looked at kent bago kami lumabas, life is full of surprises isn't it? Madaming dadating o dumating, maramaing nangyari o mangyayari pa.
"Now? Where are we? I saked kent nang makasakay na kami sasakyan at pina-andar niya na ito.
"I love you, he whispered kinuha ang kamay kot hinalikan while his other hand is controlling the car's movement. What an explintion.
"I love you too, I whispered back at him.
"I'm bit worried about christiano and shaina when time will come" I said at tiningnan siya, and he looked back at me and smiled.
"Baby, it's their story ours is done...it's their story to tell." He said with a grin that made my heart beats fast, I smiled to my self yeah it's their own story to tell.
"Now where are we? Pabalik na sabi ni kent sakin that made me laughed and smacked him.
"Another chapter of life I guess" I said with a smile.
"And another baby he whispered and stopped the car then kiss my tommy.
Hi kay angel diyan!
Xoxo, BEVERLY.
