Unexpected love

Messing everything up. Typical.

Oliver P.O.V
"You bitch! What the hell do you think you're doing?" Laurel exclaims loudly attracting a very large crowd towards us.
I step forward from Felicity to protect her from my psycho ex- fiancè.
Was I really going to marry 'this'?

"Laurel shut up. It wasn't her fault. I went on to her first and you know, I'm Oliver Queen so who wouldn't kiss me back?" I smirk. I have no idea what I'm doing. This little voice inside me tells me I'm doing a horrible thing lying and I feel guilty for some reason.

"But Ollie honey. I don't understand! Why would you go for her out of all people anyway." She whines tossing the brown with blonde streaks of a hair off her shoulder. "You could do so much better."

"Yeah I agree. It was all just a heat of the moment anyway. It won't happen again Laurel Angel." I hug her and kiss her on her nose before going below for a kiss on the lip. "I love you."

"And I love you too boo." She purrs.
"Bye techy girl. Thank you for taking care of my fiancé whilst I was busy." She waves at her bitchily.

I finally turn around and I catch Felicity's gaze on me.
She didn't say anything but she had tears in her eyes. I noticed her 'boyfriend' was still on the floor after the push I gave him and he was observing everything, as did Roy.

I was taking a glimpse at my surroundings before I felt a light but very cold, back shivering slap cover my cheek.
As I look in front of me, I see Felicity walking straight to Barry and helping him up. And with the help of Roy, they all went walking straight past us coldy without any emotion.
Exept: Hurt, dissapointed, confusion, frustration, heart break, and so much more.
I swear I even felt my own heart break at one point.
But it's better this way.
She shouldn't get too attatched to me. I'm a murderer and a monster.

"Hey love, do you want to come over to my place and plan our wedding?"

"I'm not really feeling it today Angel. I'll head over first thing tomorrow morning?" I suggest.

"Oh hubby-to-be I can't. I've got work." She says following a sigh.

"Argh okay, I'll drop by tomorrow evening?"

"But honey love, how do you expect me to go along a day without seeing my baby love?" She pouts.

"I may even drop by tonight. Very late."
Her looks completely changed from pouty to flirty.
"That's what I was hoping for. I'll be waiting for you boo." She kisses me on lips. More like sucks my lips, and then she takes a cab home.

I'm not in the mood to drive Laurel home cause then I'll know I'll end up sleeping with her at her house. She was very persuasive and munipulative.

I messed it all up with Felicity. I genuinly love her. I've never felt that way with anyone before.
I tell her I love her, ask her to be my girlfriend and to start a future together and she accepts. Then what do I do? Oh yeah right. I betray her and fall right back in my fiancé's arms. What a dickhead.

I will make it right. It's just. I don't know. I mean, Felicity sure as hell doesn't deserve all this. She's innocent. She's just a girl in love with the wrong guy. I love her too, but I'm very afraid I'll hurt her and I don't want to do that. Not to her out of all people.

Laurel. The thoughest thing about breaking up with Laurel is everything.
She's stunning. Although not as beautiful and flawless as Felicity, she's still incredibly attractive.
She's very intelligent. Again, she isn't as intelligent as Felicity, but still, she can satisfy her own needs.
She satisfies me and gives me pleasure, yes in that way. I don't mean it in the way that Felicity won't or that I only love women who have sex with me, but every guy must admit that they'd want that fun at some point or another.
Our families, they are very close with eachother and my mom expects me to marry Laurel.
And last but not least, after everything I've put her through, killing her sister, I don't think she deserves getting dumpt.

Even after she slept with my bestfriend Tommy.

But either way, I need to apologize to Felicity. I already know in my heart that this isn't going to go well and it's all my fault. Damn. Why couldn't I do something right for once in my life.

Laurel doesn't deserve this yes. But Felicity doesn't deserve this EVEN MORE.
And that's why, I pick her.

AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hey guys. Oh my god it's been so long and I'm so so so so so sorry! Like incredibly.
After this chapter I'm thinking of doing a Felicity POV since this was Oliver's POV
What do you guys think?
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