Daddy issues

CHAPTER FORTY SIX: Questioning

*Annabella's POV*
TW: smut, self discovery, talk about fear of not being accepted etc etc...

Never had I imagined myself in a position as compromising as such, yet there I was, sprawled out on my bed. My hands gripped the bedsheets as the head between my legs continued to work it's magic, the head of a woman. Don't get me wrong, I had always found women attractive but I hadn't thought anything of it until recently -over the summer really...

There were many things playing on my mind recently, but they all appeared to vanish in amongst the searing pleasure that rushed throughout my body. I didn't even try to be quiet, there was no muffliato charm cast either, so the whole of Slytherin could probably hear. But I couldn't have cared any less...

I arched my back as she inserted a finger into me moving it in and out at an excruciatingly slow pace, curling it ever so slightly. Stroking my g spot, I let out a cry of pleasure and held onto her hair tightly (of which was tied in a neat ponytail).

"For Merlin's sake Pansy! Stop being such a tease..." I demanded breathlessly, praying she would pick up the pace, which -to my surprise- didn't work and instead, only resulted in me receiving a harsh slap on my arse cheek. She slowly manoeuvred her hand to twist around and grab me by the legs, as she began to pin me to the bed, sucking sweetly on my clit - creating small circles with her tongue. I threw my head back against the pillow as my hands clenched into grabbing a fistful of her hair. I felt my breath get heavy and my chest begin to rise and fall in irregularity, I felt my legs and stomach tense up, I felt my back slowly arch and one of her hands softly hook underneath and pull me up to a seated position... her tongue never ceasing its movement. Looking down at her through my lashes, heavy eyelids, mouth open-and-closing, Pansy appeared almost heavenly even though we were definitely not doing anything good... Oh but the sun felt so great!

Here's a question: is a sin really a sin if you benefit? What classes as a sin? Someone not benefitting as well as you? Because if that's so... then dear Merlin, pillow princesses would be the devil them self!
But if both of us enjoy it, then who is to say it is a sin? Why is a sexual act between people of the same-sex seen as sin by so many in this stupid world? Why would Dad never accept me?

Would Draco accept me? Would he still love me as a bisexual woman? I guess I'm not questioning anymore... I know who I am... But will he still love me?

Oh for Merlin's sake Bella! I'm sure he will... though you should probably be more worried about him still loving you after you've fucked someone other than him...........

SHIT!

I felt my orgasm rip through my body, an odd melting sensation as if I were floating on warm clouds, a sweet sense of relief rather than the intense and harsh ones I usually had with Draco. I must admit I rather liked this new, strange feeling. I felt free. Alive.

She came up for air, kissing me gently, before laying beside me our bare bodies pressed against one another, arms and legs interlinked in a soft embrace.

I heard Pansy murmur something but I couldn't quite make out what it was and was too knackered to ask her to repeat. Sleep was starting to envelop me and allow me to drift off into a sweet slumber, gently wrapped in her arms.

A/n: more Draco and Bella content next chapter!!
Kisses xx