Just like the previous chapter, you have to listen to a song while reading this AND PLEASE DO IT BECAUSE IT WILL BE PERFECT TRUST ME. Listen to Hoppipolla by Sigur Ros! (play the video on the side or search it on youtube): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnAwPeqrdAk
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Chapter 34-Forever
Harry’s point of view
There are times when dreams can consume you. There are times when they feel so real that every atom of you believes that your dreams was what was true, it was reality and only after going through the fear, the pain, the confusion, do you wake up and realize it’s not true. And by that time, you’re already too shaken up to be okay.
That’s how it was now. The dreams I had were getting worse. It was like just right after I had gotten Erin back and opened up myself to remembering again, the dreams became all the more real, like I truly did live in a separate world and it just became so vivid. They were clearer and felt just like the physical world did. But once I woke up my head would be pounding and my heart would be aching, my eyes were hurting and bloodshot. It was as if life wouldn’t give me a rest. Problem after problem. And the only way to get rid of it was to face it.
“Harry are you okay?” I hear Erin’s voice, pulling me out of my daze.
“Yeah, just tired,” I reply and smile at her as she comes to me, handing me a water bottle.
We had just finished a signing and I was so tired.
I opened the water bottle and took a long drink.
“You look awful,” she says, taking the bottle from me when I had finished and I shake my head at her, closing my eyes and rubbing my fingers across them.
“I hope…you’re not upset about what I said the other night,” she murmurs quietly and when I open my eyes I see her peering up at me unsurely.
The other night, just after the party we had at the bar, Erin and I headed to my room and when things were starting to get heavy, our bodies entwined, refusing to part- she stopped…
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“What’s wrong?” I said, looking at her with my brows furrowed.
“I don’t…I just..,” she trailed off, biting her lower lip. I was on top of her on the bed, my arms were on either side of her, and the tip of my curls brushed the top of her head.
“What is it?” I asked and trailed a finger down her flushed cheek.
“I really hope you don’t take this wrong because I want you Harry, I do but I just don’t want to do this. I just…I don’t want to base my relationship off sex and I’ve had a close call of that before and it was terrible and I really, really, hope you don’t take this the wrong way,” she blurted out.
I blinked a few times then rolled over to my side. I sat up on the bed beside her and ran a hand across my face.
“Harry please say something,” she whispered and sat up beside me, reaching out to touch my arm.
“Erin, if that’s what you want then…I’ll deal with it,” I replied and then looked at her.
“I’m sorry,” she said and I shook my head, cupping a hand on her cheek.
“Don’t be, love. It’s who you are and I know what you’ve been through. It’s fine,” I said.
I didn’t want to lose her again, I was just about ready to agree to anything she wanted.
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