Safe Haven (Original Chaelisa Fanfic)

Chapter 20

LISA POV

"I'm sorry, Lisa..." Chaeyoung whispered while her face is buried between her arms, I looked over at her then at the urn I was holding.

I saw on her face how painful it is for her to go through that and I knew she did her best for my baby Leo. Besides, I couldn't be mad at her.

"It's okay, Chaeyoung." I said caressing her hair with my other hand while the other still holding on tightly to the urn.

"But—" she started to protest but I cut her off, "No buts, let's go to our rooms." I helped her stand up as I place the urn where I got it, placing a sweet kiss on the photo of my baby, a tear manage to escape my eye.

I let her take the lead upstairs cause apparently I forgot about this place! What kind of a brain do I have? I forgot Chaeyoung but the rest I didn't? Out of all people!

But, being with Chae... it seems so right, it felt like we belong together. I feel this attraction towards her. We got a lot of pictures, sweet pictures may I add like we are a couple. I'm afraid to ask her that, because maybe we were just close friends. I felt a sting when the thought of being just close friends with her.

But, close friends don't think about kissing each other. I like her. I don't know if it's the new Lisa or the old one, but I knew for sure that my attraction towards her the first time I saw her at the hospital is not normal.

I don't remember her, the girl who's holding my hand right now, I don't remember you, yet. But I'm trying hard. I want to remember our memories.

Before leaving the hospital, I got a flashback. I saw a glimpse of what happened that night.

As we were walking down the car park I immediately saw a similar car. My head starts to hurt, I let go of the Aussie girl and got on the ground clutching onto my head as it starts to ring.

I closed my eyes tightly as flashbacks starts to come back to me.

"Lisa!" I saw her screaming my name, everything happened so fast that I didn't see the incoming light towards us.

"Please, I need you!" and in an instant, with that pleading voice, I slowly opened my eyes. I wanted to smile but the pain I was having is far more worse. I wanted to smile seeing the beautiful angel in front of me. I can now die, I've now seen the face of an angel. I reached for her face, I wanted to apologize, she seemed to be in pain.

My head starts to feel heavy, I tried... With every protest she said, I tried... I tried to stay awake, for you. I'm sorry.

Everything went black. Next thing I knew, I opened my eyes only to be met with an angel. "Hey, Lalisa..." her eyes doesn't hold the same pain that she had last time. It now holds sincerity and love. I can see it.

"So, this is our room..." I looked around the room, taking it all in, my head starts to spin as I remember things.

I hold on to the headboard of the bed as I steadied myself shutting my eyes off as an headache starts to appear.

"Chaeyoung-ah," I called out the girl from the other bed, I didn't think she would respond cause of her even breathing I thought she would be asleep.

"What?" I smiled to myself hearing her Australian accent. "I can't sleep..." I whispered quietly but enough for her to hear.

I didn't know what she was thinking cause I can't see her face, she's facing the other way. She sighed and turned around, now facing me. She had this tired smile that told me I woke her up.