The Act Before Love | BTS JIMIN fanfiction

Chapter Ten

You drive your car onto Jimin's driveway.

Jin sent a text earlier saying that Jimin already left.

You take a deep breath before exiting the car, deciding that you're actually doing this.

He said he would leave the door unlocked.

You open the unlocked door and step in.

"Jin?" you call out.

"So you did come, Y/N." he says, appearing from a room.

"Yeah." Not really sure of what to say, you put your hands together and fidget with your fingers.

The awkward silence continues, until Jin breaks it and brings you to his room.

For a few seconds that feel like eternity, he just stares at you. His eyes travel up and down, taking in the sight of your curves.

Then, in one smooth motion, he had you pinned against a wall, and his lips were on yours. You kiss him back.

His lips were warm and soft, and before long, you feel wetness forming in between you legs. He cups one hand at your cheek, the other travelling up and down the sides of your body.

His hand brushes against the curve of your hip, making you moan.

Gradually, you begin to softly grind against him, moving your crotch to meet his.

You keep nudging him over until he was standing near the bed. He pulls you onto the bed with him. Him under you, his lips found yours again.

He pulls your leggings down, and places a small kiss where your clit would be, through the underwear.

He dragged his tongue over his lip. Then, he lifted your hoodie up, exposing your bra. He unhooks it and takes it out from your sleeves. Shifting, he moves to place his lips on your breast. Sucking on your hard nipple, you moan from the pleasure. The wet noises he makes only turns you on even more.

He pulls his hard member out of his pants and boxers, not even bothering to remove them.

He sets you on top of him, making sure that you are straddling his waist. His cock twitches, lightly tapping you on the back of your ass.

"Ride me, Y/N." Jin commands.

Swallowing, you grab his shaft and hold it under you. Wanting to tease him, you rub his tip against your clothed entrance, moving closer to your clit to pleasure yourself. He groans from this, and tries to glare at you, but not really succeeding.

After a while, you decide to stop teasing him, and put him inside you, pushing your underwear aside. He fills you up fully.

He holds out the hem of your hoodie.

"Bite this." he orders.

You do as he says, you grip the edge of your hoodie using your teeth. Without any warning, he starts thrusting into you from under. Your breasts bounce as you ride him and your moans fall from your lips, no longer in your control.

One hand resting on your inner thigh, he moves to place his finger on your clit, rubbing it as you ride him.

"Mmmh, Jin, you feel so good in me." you moan, your words slightly muffled by the cloth you've been biting.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum." he says, releasing his load inside of you.

You continue to move on top of him until your orgasm tears through you, some of his cum slowly leaking out of you.

After cleaning up, you get ready to leave. Jin sends you off.

"Babe- I mean, Y/N," Jin starts, quickly cutting himself off and correcting himself. He swallows before saying, "I hope I get to see you again."

You contemplate what he's saying, then realizing what he's trying to ask.

"We'll see."

That's all you say, before exiting Jimin's house and driving back home.

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Next week...

Lying on your bed, you hear your phone go off, letting you know that someone sent you a message. You leave it, not feeling like reaching for your phone.

Another message comes in.

And then another.

You decide to finally see who it is.

Your eyes widen, realizing you just ignored Jimin's messages.

Quickly, you sit up on your bed and read what he said.

Jimin: Y/N

Jimin: Are you free?

Jimin: Do you want to spend the day together?

Jimin: I want to spend time with you

Jimin: It's ok if you have something else to do...

You were really tired from practicing and rehearsing for your single, and you really needed time to rest.

But...

At the same time, you really wanted to spend time with Jimin.

You think through your options.

Spend time with Jimin...or rest?

You: umm

Jimin: Can I call you right now?

Jimin: I want to hear your voice...

You: uh yeah sure

Almost immediately, his call comes in and you answer it.

"Hey Y/N. So...are you free?" he asks, again.

"I am..."you trail off.

"But?" you hear from the other side of the line.

"I'm really tired from the past few days and I should probably rest." you try to say softly, hoping he wouldn't be too disappointed.

"Oh." He sounded disappointed, like you rejected his confession.

"I'm sorry, Jimin. I would love to spend time with you, but I'm pretty drained from practicing." you say, trying to soften the blow.

"No no. You have nothing to be sorry about. I should've been more considerate and it was my fault for asking you out on a day like this. Anyways, take care and get plenty of rest, ok Y/N?"

"Yeah, ok." you say softly. "Bye Jimin."

"Goodbye, Y/N"

Jimin's POV

Why did I ask her to spend time with me?

I should've been more considerate.

What if she said yes? She could've overworked herself. Goddamn it Jimin.

If only things were different.

But yet...

Why do I feel so disappointed that she said no?

I was never this bummed when other girls rejected me.

I've never felt anything like this before.

Thoughts of Y/N floated through his mind, not all of them pure.

Do I...like Y/N?

And even if I really do...I can't tell her.

Our relationship will affect our work.

It can't change.

It has to stay like this.

But I could be her friend. I could be the person she relies on, anytime.

Yes, that's how it must be.