Indecisive, Ashton Irwin/Luke Hemmings Love Story

Chapter 32- I Dont Want You As a Ghost

"What the fuck are you doing?" The F word had instantly become my most favorite word while out shopping with Luke and Michael. A scowl settled on my lips as I took in the sight of Michael running toward a man dressed in a Santa costume who was surrounded by elves and reindeers.
Luke stood beside me with an expression matching mine while Michael Clifford the big 19 year old blue haired man boy took selfies with Santa while sitting on his lap.

"This band is such an embarrassment sometimes" Luke's tone sounded like the equivalent of an embarrassed child who had to endure their parents' behavior. I couldn't help the chuckle which escaped my mouth at the uncomfortable look on his face when Michael waved at him.

"Can we leave?" Luke asked , scratching the back of his neck. Rolling my eyes I moved forward before clasping my hand around Michael's wrist and forcing him to stop his conversation with Santa Claus.

"Hey!" Michael shouted before wiggling out of my grasp. "I was having an important conversation."

"Santa isn't real" Luke scowled, folding his arms in the process.

"Shut up Luke" Michael said, narrowing his eyes at Luke. Letting out a sigh I linked arms with both boys so that they were at either side of me.

"You obviously want us to get recognized" Luke hissed under his breath while narrowing his eyes at Michael. Michael simply huffed before once again muttering "shut up Luke" under his breath.

It was literally a Christmas miracle that they did not get recognized but, it was probably due to the fact that their fans thought that they were all at the studio. That's when it occurred to me that I hadn't seen Calum since they had arrived.

It hadn't stuck out considering everything that had been happening. From the horrible double date , to the late night talk with Luke then to Luke's confession this morning.

Suddenly I felt absolutely guilty that I hadn't asked about Calum. I mean.., yeah I realized he was not with the guys yesterday but, the thought hadn't occurred to me to ask the guys nor had I thought about messaging him.

"Guys where's Calum?" The question stuck in my head suddenly slipped out and I was all too aware of how horrible it sounded.

"He's back in Aus for Christmas he'll be back right before New Years" Oh well that made sense I'm sure he really wanted to spend time with his family and I was actually truly happy for him.

"So why aren't you guys going back home for Christmas?" I couldn't help but ask the question I mean especially Luke..considering he had mentioned how much he misses his family.

My eyes expectantly found his as I waited for his response. He smiled down at me before unhooking his arm from mine and taking the shopping bags from my hand.

"I saw them a few weeks ago during our shows in Australia and although Id love to go for the holidays I don't think four days are worth it with the amount of time it'll take on a flight" A grin spread across my lips at the happy tone of his voice. Closing the trunk of the car he smiled back at me before opening the driver's side.

"Oh I see how it is, because dani's a girl you'll take her bags but what about me?" Before I knew it Michael tore his arm away from mine before folding his arms and glaring at Luke.

Furrowing his eyebrows Luke stared at Michael as if he had grown a second head. "Are you serious?" Mikey's hand immediately found their place on his hips before tapping his foot impatiently. Once more Luke wore a very uncomfortable expression on his face but, he moved forward and took Michael's bags , mumbling a "sorry" as he neatly packed the bags in the trunk of the car.