Indecisive, Ashton Irwin/Luke Hemmings Love Story

Chapter 19- Unpredictable

The morning after I awoke feeling as peaceful as ever. My muscles were relaxed as was my mind.

I had slept considerably late considering I usually woke up at around 9am and it was now midday.

I unlocked my phone, looking through my most recent messages I grinned when I saw two from Ashton.

Ashton"Good morning 🙈😘 hope you've slept well.x" I couldn't help but smile. He was too sweet for his own good. This was sent at 8am and my eyes immediately widened at the proceeding message which was received only twenty minutes ago.

"8pm tonight. Wear something casual" oh my God. That's right.

I was meant to go on a date with him..today. I was actually going on a date with Ashton.

The thought alone was so overwhelming that I had to intake sharp breaths.

Shaking my head I forced myself to dismiss my thoughts and scrolled down to my other messages.

I noticed one from Michael and frowned at it.

"I miss you :( when are we gonna game together?" His message reminded me of how long I haven't actually seen him. It went from everyday to so little ..so quickly that it was shameful.

I immediately promised myself that I'd spend an Entire day with Michael some time soon.

Very soon.

Deciding that I needed a shower I locked my phone , quickly stripped and hopped into the shower.

The water was hot and I couldn't be more appreciative. There was something about hot water which caused me to feel incredibly relaxed.

I washed my body and hair throughly before gingerly getting out of the shower and wrapping a fluffy towel around my small frame.

By the time I was done it was already 1:30pm which meant I had lots of time to kill before my date.

My cheeks reddened at the thought of an actual date with Ashton. I was excited, so excited..but, fear tampered with my excitement.

I hated to admit it but my mind always drifted right back to Luke.

Does he know?

Is he bothered by it?

Would this ruin the relationship between him and Ashton?

The thought alone made me sick to my stomach. I know it was impossible for anyone to ruin their friendship but I couldn't help but feel guilty.

I had hooked up with Luke multiple times..I liked him, he admitted to liking me..then we just agreed to be friends..now, I'm going on a date with one of his best friends..and bandmate. I knew the relationship between Ashton And Luke was strong. They were like brothers and the thought of coming in between that made me feel physically sick.

My eyebrows furrowed when I received a message from Luke..the fact that I had just been thinking about him when he messaged me freaked me out but it was the message itself which confused me even more.

Luke:"what's up? Let's hang out" my eyebrows remained pulled together at my forehead.

What was I supposed to say to that?

It was a terrible idea for many reasons. Luke and I never hung out alone without something happening, we clearly have feel- well I still have feelings for him and I was going out with Ashton tonight and frankly I didn't know whether Luke knew or not..

Who knows how he'd feel about that..I wouldn't want him getting angry at me for something which I could've avoided.

Although these thoughts ran through my head I still managed to type out two words which I knew I shouldn't yet, I still did.