Indecisive, Ashton Irwin/Luke Hemmings Love Story

Chapter 17- Without You

Warmth and a familiar scent engulfed me as I slept soundly in this cozy bed.

Fluttering my eyelids open i was met with Ashton's room.

A fluffy white duvet was wrapped around me causing me to breathe in his scent.

Looking around I noticed that he was no where to be found, something which caused me to frown.

I was clad in one of his t-shirts and basketball shorts.

Oh great. He dressed me again.

I quickly brushed my teeth and washed my face before taking my phone off of his charger.

Wait..if I was at this house that means that Luke was also here..

Looking down at my phone It read 8:47am which caused me to frown.

Why in the world was i up this early?

Stepping out of his room I found my way to Luke's door but paused before knocking.

Yesterday afternoon didn't end well when I had left for home..were we even on good terms right now?

Should I even be standing here? Every rationale voice inside my head was screaming at me to move away from the door.

Don't open it.

Move.

His tweet.

Ashton's confession.

However I still managed to ignore everything in me which said to step away ..instead I pushed forward.

In reality I had missed him. His warm blue eyes, the way he'd smile oh so discreetly while looking at me..God I missed him.

It had only been a night, less than 24 hours but my body longed to be in his presence.

Which was quite weird to me. I had never felt this attached to a guy or person before. The only attachment I really bore was toward Lilly.

However, that was quite normal for me.

I had never really longed for Andrew this much, I had never missed him this much, but the bond I had managed to form with both Ashton and Luke caused me to experience just that.

The time they spent away from me while they on tour was horrible. I had never missed two people more so in my life prior to meeting them.

It really made me wonder..what in the world were my feelings exactly toward Luke and Ashton.. It had been only a little over a month but, there was just something about those two which I couldn't shake.

Sighing I quickly shook my head of my thoughts deciding that it'll be best to forget about them for now.

Today my mission was to confront Andrew and end things with him.

Padding across his bedroom I couldn't help the small smile which tugged at my lips.

He looked absolutely peaceful.

An angel even.

My chest tightened as I moved closer toward his sleeping form. Taking a seat at the edge of his bed I breathed out slowly, in fear that my movements or breaths would wake him.

His lips were parted as he inhaled and exhaled slow even Breaths, his face relaxed so much so that you'd think he had no problems in this world, his beautiful eyes hid behind closed lids; I suddenly got the strong urge to see those eyes. He may be a boy but, they were the prettiest thing I've ever witnessed. The way his blonde hair fell in front of his eyes made my stomach twist in every way possible.