Indecisive, Ashton Irwin/Luke Hemmings Love Story

Chapter 14- Beside You

It's been two weeks since I've seen the guys and I missed them terribly. The past two weeks had been spent with Chelsea and a couple of her friends who had evidently become my friends as well.

Getting out of bed I padded to my bathroom and grimaced when I saw my reflection. My hair was in knots, last nights makeup was smudged under my eyes and I looked like absolute hell.

Wiping off every last bit of makeup I decided to take a long shower.

My head throbbed and my throat was on fire. I am never drinking again.

My nights consisted of getting completely trashed and partying. I haven't answered any messages or calls from the boys and I promised myself that today I would answer them.

The morning when the boys came back from London I had went home after spending some time with Luke. During said time Luke told me that they were leaving to go on tour in a month. That's when it hit me that I had no idea what I was gonna do when they left, I had grown too accustomed to having them around and the mere thought of not seeing them everyday hurt.

So I decided that I would do everything to try to forget about them. I had used up every bit of my time here with them and that was the exact reason why I was struggling to grasp the fact that they were gonna be gone for six months.. Or more.

Sighing I finished my shower and got out to check my phone. I had 8 missed calls half of them being from Andrew and I cringed when I realized that I still had his contact as a picture of him kissing my cheek.

I needed to speak to Andrew. I had decided that I was gonna break up with him. Not because of Luke but because I realized that I really didn't love him as much as I thought I had.

We were perfect on pen and paper back in Australia but that's the thing we're on two completely different continents and I was defiantly not willing to try my hand at long distance relationships.

After drying my hair and changing I decided to reply to Ashton's message first.

Danielle:" Ash.. I'm sorry about not replying but is there any way that you could come over?:(" hitting send I was about to answer Justin's message when I got an immediate reply.

Ashton:" I'll be there in 10 minutes." Sighing once more I laid back onto my bed and messaged him to come straight upstairs when he got here.

I didn't know what the hell I was gonna say to him. 'Oh I just decided to ignore you guys for two weeks because you're going on tour and I feel like I may die without you' yeah,

No.

My elevator doors opened to reveal a sleep deprived and clearly stressed Ashton. My heart immediately ached from the look on his face. He looked exhausted.

"Ashton I.." Glaring at me he put his hand up gesturing that he wanted me to stop speaking.

"Do you know how horrible these past two weeks were for me?" Chuckling he shook his head before running his hand through it. What?

"I thought we were friends Danielle" getting up I walked up to him and sighed.

"Ashton of course we're friends you mean the-" I began but he immediately cut me off.

"Then why the fuck have you been avoiding me and the guys?! This is probably gonna sound stupid but at this point I don't even care anymore.

I've known you less than two months but during that time I thought that we actually had something going? Or was that just me?" I had expected him to get angry but I did not expect this.. At all. He was full on fumming. His jaw was clenched and he looked absolutely pissed.