The clouds are beautiful... (Muichiro X Reader)

20 (slight nsfw warning)

My hand gradually went down, running my fingers over his abs, touching his sensitive spot. He was clearly exited but didn't know how to hide it.

"Muichiro... I know it's too early for us to do this... But before I leave..."

My hand touched his crotch through the fabric.

"I..."

His face exploded with a blush, and mine was still emotionless.

"How can I refuse... I won't see you for quite a long time. Just... Don't go too far..."

His hand slid down my thigh. He hugged me so tightly... I felt his warmth... He was embarrassed to touch me somewhere, but he made up his mind and put his hands on my waist. He buried himself in the blanket and began kissing my neck.

Suddenly, I abruptly hovered over him. I continued to look at him with my empty eyes... I wanted to cry, I did not want to leave him... And I wanted to spend our last time in a special way... I wanted to be closer... But I couldn't do what happened in my imaginations.

"Your eyes..."

He was quiet. I saw how pity overflowed him.

"They are dead..."

Tears began to fall on his face, my emotion did not change, I just started crying emotionlessly.

"Please... don't cry ..."

He hugged me.

"Muichiro..."

...

"I love you..."

I kissed him with tears in my eyes. For the rest of the night we both either hugged and kissed or cried. It was already 5 am. I couldn't believe that I was leaving, I didn't want to believe it ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

7:00.

"Muichiro... We need to get ready.."

"Alright..."

I wanted Muichiro to accompany me before I left... We started getting dressed.  Muichiro made my favorite tea again. It was already light, the sun had risen, but only shone through the tops of the trees.  A light mist covered the field and the birds began to sing.

Leaving the house, I stopped and turned around to look at Muichiro's house. I will remember this place forever... We went on. And again we reached our place, I looked at the fence.

"Let's sit here for the last time..."

We climbed the fence and sat next to each other. This time I started to sing.  Tears began to drip again, I could no longer hold them. I will miss my early morning walks with Muichiro so much, I will miss Grandma, I will even miss Yuichiro...

After sitting for a few more minutes, we got off and headed towards the house.  Opening the gate, I let him into our area, it was not very large, but quite spacious.  Grandma had already woken up, so the front door was open.

Once we went inside, Muichiro and I sat down at the table. The time was 7:23 am.  I made tea, and we quietly sat side by side and looked at one point. Suddenly footsteps were heard.

"Good morning, oh, who is this? Is this your friend?" Grandma asked as she entered the kitchen.

"... Yes."  I nodded.

"What happened? Is everything okay?"  Noticing my emptiness, she began to worry.

"I just didn't get enough sleep..." I replied.

"Oh. Well. Your parents are about to arrive, they said to wait for them outside."

After finishing our tea, we all got up and followed my grandmother. We stood on the road next to the mountain that was next to Muichiro's house. We stood and waited for my parents to appear, and in a few minutes they arrived. While they greeted and had a conversation with my grandmother, I hugged Muichiro tightly.

"Goodbye... Muichiro..."

...

"Bye..."

My father took my hand and we went home.  Looking around, I just watched Muichiro, who was waving at me with tears in his eyes.

I... I hope... That... We'll see each other again...

Thank you... Muichiro...

...

Thank you...

(This is probably where I'm going to stop the story for now, due to the fact that this story is based on events from the author's life, the whole idea with the reader being at their grandmother's was because I was at my grandmother's at that time, and I indeed went on very early walks, I'd always pretend that Muichiro was with me because I'm that lonely. I cried in the process of making this chapter because I could truly feel the pain myself, and because irl I really didn't want to leave. I am certainly going to continue this story, but later. Thank you to whoever was interested to read this.)