Scarlett Johansson 🧸

Lost

Tw: depression

You know when you feel like you're going in circles. Round and round. Not knowing if it's going to stop. The way your mind thinks and functions. Hearing nothing but your own thoughts. Staring blankly at the white wall not knowing what's going on around you. Feeling your body shake and not knowing why. You feel like the walls are closing in on you suffocating you. Endless thoughts about your life or not evening having one at all. The pain of your nightmares going through your mind not stopping anytime soon.

"Babe you okay" Scarlett asks but you can't hear her. Your thoughts are too loud. You lay there looking at the wall not moving not blinking. You could be passed off as dead but the slight breathing is changing that. You sit there thinking about everything and anything. 'Should I even be here' 'what if I just gave up' 'I don't think anyone would notice or care honestly' you think to yourself.
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Scarlett went downstairs "ivy is nova okay?" She asks your bestfriend. "What do you mean" ivy asks worriedly. "She has not moved, talked or anything. Shes just staring blankly at the wall" Scarlett explains. "Shit" ivy whispers to herself. She gets up and grabs something and walks upstairs and Scarlett follows confused.

Ivy walks in. "Nova?" Ivy asks kneeling down in front of your face you don't look at her. "Nova sweetheart you have to take your pills" ivy whispers to you. What surprised Scarlett is you looked at her. "They don't work" you say bluntly. "Yes they do. I know it's hard but can you take them please" she asks softly. She sits you up carefully and gives you a pill and water. "Okay I'm going to play this movie but I need to talk to Scarlett ok" you nod.

Ivy pulls Scarlett out of the room. "So I understand you don't know what's going on. The only reason why you don't is because nova didn't want you to worry just yet but as you can see it's time to tell you. Nova has severe depression. She has to take medication for it as you saw and she's been good about it but She didn't. Don't ask her why yet and don't ask her why she didn't tell you she will come to you she always Will. But Scarlett take care of her please and if you can't handle this just go now so she doesn't get heartbroken later in life. She loves you but will understand." Ivy says.

"I'm not going anywhere she's it for me. I will help her. She's the love of my life and I will take care of her as much as she needs" Scarlett says and ivy hugs her. "Okay now go cuddle her and I'll bring food and snacks" Scarlett nods and walks into the room. She sees you sitting there just looking at the tv with tears rolling down your face.

"Hey baby" Scarlett says climbing into bed with you. You move so your in between her legs resting your head on her shoulder. She kisses your temple.  You sit in silence for a little until you broke it.

"I-I'm sorry" you say with your voice cracking. "For what love" she says sweetly. "For not telling you. I promise I was going to tell you I just thought I could handle it for awhile this hasn't happened since we started dating" you say in a whisper voice.

"It's okay baby I understand why you didn't tell me. But just know I'm here. And I love you with all my heart. Always" "and forever" you whisper back.

You turn you head and peck her on the lopes and turning back around. You sigh in content and let your self fall asleep in the love of your life arms.

You wake up still in her arms slightly smiling. "Hey beautiful your up" she says and your smile grows. You turn around and straddle her. "Thank you for everything and especially for sticking by my side" "I'm here for you nova. Always and forever. You it for me. Your the love of my life. I will here through thick and thin and I am so so grateful to call you my girlfriend" she says tears rolling down both your faces.

You pull her into a sweet passionate kiss. "I love you baby" "I love you too scar" you whisper in the crook of her neck.

A/n- OMG thank you all for 30k. I and so so thankful for all of you guys. Umm next chapter is for you horny freaky fucks out there. Thank you all for reading. Have a good day/night🤍🤍