You're Mine For Eternity // DNF

Sapnap?

Dream quickly sat up. I was pinned to the bed.

"What do you mean again?"

"Oh you don't remember me Georgie you don't remember the god who made you feel emotions?" He chuckled.

"......XD"

"Bingo.....I see you are dating blonde boy over here" he said as he looked over to Dream.

"No he isn't we are just friends now what the fuck do you want XD" Dream said as he tried to pull possessed Sapnap off of me.

"Well I would say your life but we both know that is impossible considering you're immortal" he said with a chuckle.

"Immortal?" I said as I looked over to Dream.

He never told me he was immortal. What else hasn't he told me. Dream looked away and looked hurt? Why was he hurt if I was the one who was just told that he was immortal.

"Oh he didn't tell you? Whoops"

I shoved XD off of me and stood up. I backed away from him.

"Wow Dream you know your best friend Sapnap is not in the best place mentally. You should've checked up on him more often"  XD said as he grabbed a pocket knife from his pocket.

"Maybe I should just end his suffering" he said as he held the knife to his neck.

"STOP" Dream shouted as he tried to grab the blade.

He dodged the attack from Dream.

"Why don't I tell you some of the thoughts Sapnap had" XD said as he put the blade down.

"Ah why don't we start here......"Why am I even here. I am just here to serve other people I don't even feel like a person anymore. If I ended it all would anyone even care. It is always Dream this Dream that. Never Sapnap. It is always about Dream."...." XD said in Sapnap's voice.

Dream stayed silent.

"....."I am fucking tired of all of this. This is all just crap I don't want to get involved with. Me and Dream used to be so close but now it is like we are not even friends. Yeah we talk only because Techno makes him. I hate that I am a mortal and Dream is immortal. Only gives him a reason to think he is better than me. I just want to be loved. "..." (XD)

Dream was starting to cry.

"...."Already tried ending it and failed. I lost a lot of blood so Dream donated some to me and now I am immortal. Of course he had to step in and be the hero. Dream is always the hero and Sapnap is just a background character. Why not me. Why. Am I not good enough? When Dream left to find himself for a bit I was got closer with Techno. But I knew who he pretended I was. Death isn't even an option anymore"..." (XD)

"He.....he became immortal?....because of me....he wanted to die?" Dream said as tears streamed down his face.

"Here is a more recent one....."Why does Dream always have to take everything from me. He is always talking about George. George this George that. Makes me feel like they are dating but George said they weren't. I am in love with George and if Dream takes him away from me I will find a spell to kill me. Finally put an end to my suffering"....." (XD)

Sapnap is in love with me? I walked towards XD.

"That knife isn't going to do anything is it since he is immortal" I said as I grabbed the knife.

I put the knife on the ground. I was face to face to him.

"Sapnap if you are in there listen to me....you were always good enough. Don't compare yourself to Dream. You are your own person and you will always be in my heart. I am always here if you need me. The only thing holding you back from being the best you is yourself. If you don't love yourself you won't overcome this. We may not be in love with each other but you will always be special to me. I love you Sapnap, you are the most amazing friend I could ever have"  I said as I put my head on his shoulder and hugged him.

It was silent. I could hear Dream crying. Sapnap dropped to the floor. I sat down and held him in my arms. Dream rushed over and wiped his tears. He sat down and tried to get Sapnap to respond.

"Sapnap?" Dream said as he sniffled.

".....Dream?" Sapnap whispered.

He tried to stand up but couldn't. He groaned in pain.

"Sapnap...." I said as I stood up and tried to hold him up.

Dream helped me hold him up and placed him on my bed.

"I am so sorry Sapnap" Dream said as he sat on the bed with tears starting to form again.

"Wow Dream crying? What a rare occurrence" Sapnap said with a soft chuckle.

He sounded like he was in pain. His voice was hoarse.

"I never knew you felt like that I am so sorry" Dream said as more tears came out his eyes.

Sapnap wiped his tears away.

"It isn't your fault. It took me time to realize that I am my own person and you are....well Dream. I can't change the past but I can change the future. George is the one who taught me that." Sapnap said as looked at me.

I smiled and hugged him.

"George and I would talk about our problems near the tree we met at and he is the one who taught me to love myself it might sound cheesy but he was right" (Sapnap)

Dream hugged Sapnap. They were both crying. I felt like this was a them moment so I began to walk away. I felt someone tug on my arm. I turned back and saw Sapnap holding my arm.

"George...." he said as he pulled me towards him.

He sat up. He groaned from the pain.

"You should get some rest Sapnap I will go see if I have any medicine for you" I said with a smile.

He stayed silent. He held on tightly to my arm.

"I love you George......whether it's as friends or more than friends" Sapnap said with a weak smile.

He really did love me. He was smiling. I looked over to Dream who seemed upset. This is just too much for me to handle. What am I supposed to say?

"Sapnap.....I am not ready for a relationship with anyone"

"I know and I understand that" Sapnap said as he released my arm.

I gave Sapnap a hug. A really long hug. I looked over to Dream. He had his hand on top of mine. He seemed really upset but was trying not to say anything. What am I supposed to do?