🌹Then why did you?🌹

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wasn't it evidentfrom how my cheerful cheeksturned deadin just a momentof your hatredthat i wasn't a liar,that i was needyof you,to be the one for you?

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wasn't it evident
from how my cheerful cheeks
turned dead
in just a moment
of your hatred
that i wasn't a liar,
that i was needy
of you,
to be the one for you?

couldn't you see
that
i wasn't greedy
to have sent a letter
without asking for love
but just to bloom you?

couldn't you feel
that my love was pure
just like a lotus in a pond,
a singing nightingale,
of a moonlit sky?

couldn't you understand
how much you hurt
my already destroyed heart
before you dug it inside the barren earth?

couldn't you think
twice before ruining a life,
destroying dreams,
shattering hopes,
cutting wings?

didn't you repent
or regret once
for what you did to me,
stayed in my broken heart always,
those words,
those moments
of overwhelming outbursts?

didn't you lament
to break my heart
at a time i was the most afraid,
for reasons unknown as, to you, it wasn't needed?

couldn't you give
a little bit of your shade
to someone,
who craved to cover you with dark clouds
when you were burning in flare?

why did you break
that child's innocent, ignored heart
for he had nothing in his mind
other than you
and for him
everyone else was just ignored behind
Or maybe it's only beautiful bodies
which were in your mind?

he didn't ask for love
neither for poems
but
just to know you,
to get chance to help you,
to listen to you,
but none of the wishes could be fulfilled ever.

didn't you knew
what it feels to be
hated by the one you loved?

didn't you knew
what it feels to be
ignored by the one you loved?

was those small pen-crafted
letters jotted down with glue from my dripping bleeding heart
just nothing, useless
for it was not something expensive like what you would get from someone else?

how many poets
did write poems for you as much as me,
how many lovers
died everyday to get to talk to you for so long as me so silently?

how many tried to notice every single letter you said
remembered as if they're the treasures earned
how many waited for you forever to be heard?

now what should i do
if i didn't had that permission to seek you, to live within your life,
as i was hated,
but I'm already dead!
now even being loved
doesn't makes any sense?

the world already killed me,
for i was being kind,
just like you,
unkind.
now what should i do
when self love can't fill my void?

was it so easy to throw
away someone to the bin
say to forget you
or maybe you never ever loved
maybe that's why it was easy to you?

how many of your too many "famed friends"
had just you in their mind all the day
and no one else
all those months,
how many?

have you never loved anyone
so much as to not be able to breathe
without them,
have you never been ignored
by the people whom you trusted,
have you never had feelings or emotions
for a special someone,
or have you never been broken
maybe that's why it was easy for you to break, forget and leave him unnoticed forever?

then why did you?
then why did you?

Answer me today,
instead of simply running away!!
Cause, my graveyard ghost still seeks answer only from you
"Why did you kill me like that? Please don't go away..."

~ An agonised, broken, and ruined heart left with a question "then why did you break me when no one else could ever love you more than me?"

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Written by: Moonlitskie

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