🌹Broken🌹

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I've been here alonealone in the dark

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I've been here alone
alone in the dark.
All these struggles has left it's mark.

I'm just so tired
of looking for ways to escape.
Left scattered the broken pieces of my soul
tears flow down as I try to give it shape.

A selfless man's daughter
with a delicate heart.
All the silent screams and hidden pain
is tearing me apart.

I'm searching for that missing piece
of the puzzle that was named life.
Memories start to fade away
as I get stabbed by the knife.

I'm exhausted from trying so much
Maybe I should just give up.
My paradise has been burnt to ashes
and I'm just laying here, stuck.

How do I fill this empty hole?
Where do I even start?
I just see my world crumbling
as it shatters my frozen heart.

The voice inside me is screaming,
"Why are you not good enough?"
I know how it feels to be
broken, but still act tough.

I screamed on the inside crying for help
But all I could do was pray
for my youth to get it's wings back
and to get my parents out of the hospital grey.

I told my best friend
don't wanna talk to her.
If I'm gonna die
might as well disappear forever.

I wish I could live on in all of your hearts
but that would just weigh you down.
For the affection you blessed me with,
for you I'll put aside the crown.

When your daddy doesn’t talk to you
and mama says you're selfish,
Would you still hold on to the hope
that love could ever flourish?

Never thought I wouldn’t look up
to see the stars shining so bright.
Never thought I wouldn’t smile
seeing the moon gracefully shedding it's light.

Crying myself to sleep
and waking up terrified.
Stuck in a nightmare, cold and dark
dried out tears and no where to hide.

Fallen courage and unshed tears
Smiling makes minutes feel like years
The clouds have lost their silver lining!
Will I ever see the sun shining?

Thorns of the roses
revealing it's true colors.
Curiosity was once in every soul;
Now no one wonders.

Agonizing thoughts and anxiety
keeping me up all night.
To keep myself from the wrong path
all I can do is write.

Sore limbs and aching hearts,
still holding on so tight.
Wish I could just let it go
Wish I didn’t have to fight.

Destruction and chaos hurdling all over.
So much more peaceful it seems inside the dark void.
But if I jump in, I'll get swallowed
and face the greatest fear of every humanoid.

I want to escape the harsh reality
but is it really worth it?
Suicidal thoughts hit sharp like poison
Will I be able to make it?

I don’t want anyone to remember me
or sob over my passing.
I want them to spread their wings
move on and keep laughing.

Nothing at sight while sinking so deep
tired eyes, slowly drifting off to sleep.
Will I awake with my eyelids fluttering?
or see my last bit of hope......disappearing?

Leaving behind a trail of darkness
How can words be so strong?
Shattering hope and tearing up souls
snatching away joy as it goes along.

I'll advise you to mind your words
as negligence would count as theft.
You can steal away one's light of hope
and gravely damaged one will be left.

Swiftly fluttering it's wings, gentle little butterfly.
It could fall apart and perish by your words spoken.
With emotions so fragile you'll be blown away so quick,
you'll know how easy it is to be broken.

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Written by: SweetMissCherry

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