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The next morning, he woke up from his slumber rather a bit late. it was already 11 and he got up to check if Seungcheol came back and in his slumber, he did. Seungcheol came back to take his belongings. His eyes started watering again as he saw the sight before him.

He saw the living room space to see that the clothes Seungcheol have on the coffee table be gone.

His shoes from the shoe cabinet were also gone.

The files he kept on the television cabinet, wasn't there too.

He checked the bathroom for his necessities to find that only his toothbrush remains there. All Seungcheol's body wash and everything he used, wasn't in the bathroom anymore.

He checked the laundry to see if he still has clothes present there but nothing. Only his was left.

He checked their dressers to find that even Seungcheol's clothes, underwear, bags, books, and other things were gone too.

All he saw from their dresser was the key to his room and the apartment. A note was also there and with shaky hands, he took it and read it.

"Jihoon.

I'm sorry to be leaving this way but this is better. It would be hard for me to leave you when all I see is your crying face. I'm sorry for everything, Jihoon. I'm really really sorry for falling in love with someone who isn't you, but this is how I feel. Please don't think that you're not enough. You're more than enough, Jihoon, so much that it scares me. It scares me that I won't be enough for you. I'm the one who isn't enough, Ji. I'm the one who doesn't deserve you.

You've done so much for me. You've done everything good to me that I know it would take some time for me to adjust without and you, the same thing but we can do this. If we can be happy together, we can also be happy as we part. I know that it won't be easy for you and you'd blame yourself a lot for what has happened but Ji, don't blame yourself because of someone who isn't even worth your 130,000 dollar heart.

I'm sorry. I'm trying to make you laugh, but I'm really sorry for breaking your heart.

I hope someday, the time would come that you find it in your heart to forgive me. I hope someday as well that you'll find the rightful owner of your heart. Someone who would take care of you, the way you took care of me. I loved you, Jihoon. I really did but this is goodbye.

-Choi Seungcheol."

Jihoon feels the breeze of the air passing through his body, somehow, trying to comfort his sullenness. He sighed as he looks over from across the street, slightly having a blurry vision. He closed his eyes and let the tears fall. 

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