what kind of future

5 : m i s s i n g h i m

Jihoon took a small tour back to his apartment and remembered so much.

He remembered how it didn't took much time before they move in together on Jihoon's apartment. Seungcheol was willing to give up his apartment to live with Jihoon.

He was willing to do anything to stay with Jihoon and make him happy that it keeps flattering his heart.

He was so used to Seungcheol being there for him that he seemed to forgot how to live alone.

He seemed to have forgotten how he lived his life before Seungcheol came along.

He has forgotten the feeling of having an empty space in his bed and the feeling of someone not hugging and cuddling him in his sleep.

He missed the feeling of someone being next to him.

He missed the feeling of someone understanding him even when he himself couldn't understood him.

He missed their small fights with each other and how crazy they drive each other.

He missed how he would be scolded for all the times he couldn't bring his coffee mugs inside their home.

He missed how he would give him a hug after a long tiring day from work.

He missed how they would around their small apartment with their dog barking at them for being noisy.

He missed the tingling feeling of seeing Seungcheol smile at him when waking up in the morning.

He missed the warmth Seungcheol gives off with just a smile.

He missed everything about them.

He missed Seungcheol most of all.

He missed Seungcheol so much that just a tour from this apartment of his, aches his heart. Every room and corners of this apartment has memories of Seungcheol that he couldn't forget. Even the simple and least memories of him, he could never forget.

How could he have endured such a long time of waiting around for Seungcheol in this apartment of his.

He had wondered so much when he'll be back that he never gave himself a chance to heal and up until now it still hurts him.