No. 9

WORST ARGUMENT.

** FRIDAY ** ** REECE'S POINT OF VIEW **

Currently Becky and I are in the worst argument we have ever had. It all started for no reason. We were both making boring stupid points about things that did not actually make us angry. Normally when I am away from hope everything is perfectly fine but this time something is different like there is this big secret between us and neither of us want to ask the other person what it is. The communication had been lost.

Maybe it was the baby brain that had hit us both. The exhaustion had finally melted everything like some magical mind control. It was frustrating we had never been like this. I was not blaming the babies I am just blaming the human body and how it pulls us apart when we are tired and upset.

I hoped that this would calm down and we would both see that we are just arguing for no real reason. This is shit and I wish we would both stop being stubborn and grumpy.

** BECKY'S POINT OF VIEW **

Reece and I were arguing like a teenager and their parent. I'm surprised we are not saying teenage stuff to each other. This is the worst I had felt in years. This is the worst fight we have ever had. It was like thunder and lightning was being thrown around by the gods. What made it worst was that we were having this argument over video call. That he had to be away and the day I had had with the babies was the worst yet.

I was absolutely exhausted. The worst I had been in years. The day had been longer than anything ever and Reece was not there to help or make it better. Instead, he was on the other side of a video call shouting back at me. I knew he was equally as exhausted as me. I wish we could just be at home together where things would be easier and we can just look each other in the eyes.

I felt like a bitch but I needed to be heard. I wanted to explain what was on my chest. I just needed the man I love to hear everything that had backed up in my brain. To just stop for a second but he was not he was just blocking. Like saying no in improvisation. I tried my best not to be a bad partner.