No. 9

Made My Choice.

What was I going to tell Reece. How could I tell him. My mind was so full of thoughts and questions. I was so anxious and scared. 

Not that I did not trust the doctor as soon as I left the doctors I went to a little out of the way corner shop and got a few pregnancy tests. I had to do my own checks. 

As soon as I got home I took them and they all confirmed what the doctor had told me. It started to sink in properly. 

The rest of the day I thought about what I wanted to do. I thought about if I was ready. How it would affect my job. I thought about everything.

I thought about it for so long. It did of cause feel good to know what was making me so sick but also very scary. This was not only life changing for me but also for Reece.

Personally I had come to a choice. No matter what Reece said I knew what I wanted to do.

Once I had decided my own choice I tried to get to sleep. Whilst I slept I had many weird dreams.