The house is quiet and I don't detect the smell of alcohol or cigarette smoke nor the sound of any one inside which means my father and his girlfriend haven't been here, everything is the same as it was when I left for the vacation..
Almost..
I make my way to my room dragging my feet along the way, I can feel my emotions rising again.
Entering my room I shut the door behind me and place my bag down on the hard floor; a thunk sound followed by a musical ting comes from my bag.
I look down at my bag knowing very well of what made that sound.
Oh yeah the Snow globe..
I unzip my bag and reach inside, i shakily pull out the snow globe and pull it close to my chest and walk to my nightstand setting it down next to the table lamp.
I watch as the pink flakes fall then settle.
Sighing I wipe my eyes with my palms and start to undress my self.
Shower.. Maybe I'll feel better.. just gotta wash it all away.. forget about everything like I always do.. but I don't forget.. I just need put it behind me and keep going just— i ..oh
It's the first time I've looked in the mirror today and I don't even recognize my self.
"I really am a complete mess."
Sighing I turn the water on and let it run for a moment until its warm to my liking then I step into the shower letting the water cover my body.
I let out a quiet sob then sit down carfully on the shower floor still sore. I let the water wash the tears away before they get a chance to fall again.
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