❀ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎-𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎❀ ⁽ᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

❀21

That positive attitude I had earlier about raising a child wavered abit after seeing all 3 tests say positive.

Kira assured me that she would be here for me and I could stay with her if I'd like but I couldn't do that to her also she has two little brothers living with her.

I have the realization that I can't do this alone.

I thought about going to the Miya's then I thought about Grandma Yumie and Uncle Lenni who have been trying to convince me to live with them since my mother's death..

For the first time in a long time I'm going to ask for help.. somehow..

But I need to get out of that horrid place with my father. Maybe I can avoid conflict until I figure out what to do and still live there.

I stick the tests in a zip lock baggy then in my purse and take off early once another worker came in to relieve me.

As I exit the store it begins to sprinkle.

"I need to get home before my father"

Nausea hit me all the way home but I eventually made it.

As I reach for the door nob the door opens and there stands not just my father but Karin.

"What are you doing back so early." His voice is gruff

"I got sick. May I come in it's starting to rain."

Dad moves aside letting me through then makes his way to the kitchen.

Karin steps in front of me and shoved me against the wall.

"I wish you would just die or something so we could get on with our lives. Why don't you just get cancer and die like your worthless mother."

At her words I felt my self snap

"My mother is better than you in every way and you can't stand it! Admit it! Your jealous and you should be." I give her a final glare and try to walk off only to be backhand by her hand full of rings. Her hits don't usually hurt but this particular time it hurt bad. I fell to the ground on my butt dazed, I then felt a intense pain above my eyebrow then a warm stream of my blood. She didn't intended on striking me there but her aim is terrible. I hear my father hurry back into the room.

"What the **** did you do Karin!"

For the first time he isn't blaming me.

"She started it!" She points to me on the floor.

She looks my way then smirks

"Is that a pregnancy test? Oooh You little tramp! Just like your precious mother!" I realize the tests are visible from my bag and I send a hard glare towards Karin.

"Throw her out! This is the chance we have waited for! You don't plan on taking care of her and a crying brat do you?! That tramp—"

"ENOUGH KARIN! LEAVE US ILL TAKE CARE OF IT."
My father might not be on my side at all

Karin rolls her eyes and leaves to somewhere else in the house.

I pick my self up off the floor.

"This is no place to raise a child, find another place to live immediately. Karin and I are leaving on a trip. Come by for your things then. Now .. Get out of my site."
He said that like he didn't really want me gone, he wasn't aggressive with it.

"Wait.. immediately!?"

Suddenly Im drug outa the house and soon a door slams in my face.

"No way.."

The rain becomes heavier as I make my way to the bus station.