❀ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎-𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎❀ ⁽ᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

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"Are you sure you don't want to eat lunch with us?" Shin-Chan asks. I shake my head.

"I'm going to take my food with me to my hide away so I can get a pump session in. It's been awhile and I didn't breast feed Sakura this morning or pump before we left, nana gave her a bottle. I need to make sure to pump when I can so I can continue producing milk for Sakura. I'm going to call and check in on her to."

Shin nods in understanding, when I talk about my boobs hurting or breast feeding Sakura Shin-Chan doesn't get embarrassed, it's a natural prosses and Shin-Chan being Shin-Chan he understands.

"See you then." He waves

I wave back, get my lunch and head to my hide away to get started.

On my way however I run into Samu.

"Samu, you look outa breath. Let me guess Running from your fans?"

Samu wipes his forehead and nods "I left Atsumu to deal with them, he should be along shortly. Are you not going to eat with us?" Samu ask looking at the tray of food in my hand.

I smile softly and shake my head "Sorry it's not that I don't want to, I do miss eating with you I just have something to take care of."

Samu smiles softly "Tomorrow then?"

I bite my lip in contemplation then smile "Tomorrow. See ya later Samu!"

I wave goodbye and take off before he offers to carry my tray or something like that.

As I turn the corner that leads outside I stop hearing a giggle then spot where it came from.

"Atsumu~ your so bad"

In the shadows almost out of view I see Atsumu and a girl, he's clearly kissing her neck.

"Shh Fuka-Chan we will get caught."

I felt my stomach churn and I continue on my way down the path to the changing room, I consider throwing my food away except I need the nurtrience for Sakura . I hold the tray with one hand feeling my emotions peek. The key shakes in my hand as I unlock the door, as soon as I hear the click I push open the door then let it shut behind me setting down the tray.

I calm my self with deep breathing and try to forget what I saw.

Focus, Your little on time.

I managed to clear my head, I quickly undress my upper half. The nursing bra I have one doesn't look like a bland nursing bra, it's actually made to look like a stylish bra without the padding. It helps pumping hand free too. Also With this I don't have to take off my bra.

After hooking my self up to the breast pump I press the button and the prosses begins. It's hands free so I can move and eat freely.

As I pump I eat, I take my phone from my phone and video call my uncle who stays home most the time now with Sakura and nana.

As it rings my mind goes back to Atsumu and the scene I witnessed.

This has gotten much more difficult.. if Atsumu is in Sakuras life then that means the other woman will be too. What if they marry.. she would become Sakuras step mother.. HECK NAH, SHE AINT TOUCHING MY BABY! OVER MY DEAD BODY! ATSUMU YOU—"

"Hey how's your first day." My uncle answers with a smile then frown. "Oh man are you pumping while talking to me?"

I roll my eyes "Suck it up, I have to do it. Never mind that, How's my baby? Let me see her! Let me talk to her!"

My uncle nods and I hear happy baby squeals in the back ground.

"She heard your voice, she's looking for you. Look Sakura, your mommy's on the phone. "

Finally I see my baby's face, the moment she sees my face she wines but then kicks happy and excitedly and smiles her toothless smile.

I laugh at her cuteness

"Hi baby girl! Are you happy, your Happy and excited to see me arnt you. Mommy misses you and will be home soon. I love you~"

Her eyes go wide as she watches me from the screen. she giggles and blows bubbles.

"Look at you blowing bubbles! Good job My sweet Sakura~"

when My uncle turns the phone to him, she begins to fuss.

"See she's fine."

I feel all the stress fad away.

"Thank you for letting me see her I feel much better."

My uncle raised a brow then smiles softly.

"Rough day already?"

I sigh

"Yeah, I'll tell you how rough when I get home. Okay let me talk to her again before I have to go."

My uncle rolls his eyes and turns the camera back to Sakura who lights up seeing me again.

"Mommy loves you~ don't give uncle a hard time okay my sweet girl~"

Sakura squeels happily

My uncle turn the camera away from her to him self and she begins to cry.

"See that's why I didn't want you to talk to her again, she's happy when she sees you but once your no longer here she raises mercy."
My uncle winces as her cry's get louder.

"Alright I gotta go take care of her, have a good day bye!"

My uncle gives a short glimpse of Sakura before the screen goes black.

"Momma will be home soon, I'm going to hold you and kiss you— we don't need daddy.. "