❀ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎-𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎❀ ⁽ᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

❀49

After Sakura finished eating I burped her then put her to bed. She practically fell asleep attached to my breast.

I wrap her up tight and snug so the blanket doesn't come loose as she moves around in her sleep. Once satisfied I kiss her forehead gently, her tiny chest moves up and down as she sleeps.

"Sweet dreams my love."

I make my way to the door and stop beside the dresser picking up the Snowglobe from we're it set, I turn the nob on the bottom 3 times then set it back onto the dresser. As the flakes fall the lovely toon plays.

This always helps her sleep

I take the baby monitor from its charger clipping it to my waist band then quietly exit shutting the door a smidge behind me.

"Time to clean up." I begin putting away Sakuras toys into her toy box kept in the living room.

"Need help?" Shin-Chan asks from the hall. I nod "yeah, thanks."

Cleaning up went faster than it usually does with just me.

"F/n." Shin-Chan calls my name gaining my attention.

"Yea?"  I turn to look at shin-Chan.

Shin smiles "Sakura is lucky to have you."
I smile back "Im lucky to have her."

Shin nods "your a amazing mother. Sometimes I think you don't give your self enough credit."

I look down at the stuffed animal in my hands then back at Shin. "Im doing my best, Im not gonna lie I sometimes feel like I don't deserve her."

Shin shakes his head  "you do deserve her, you deserve to be happy and your happiest with her."

I nod and hug Sakuras stuffed animal "she's my world, the best thing to ever happen to me.. she's the reason I continue living.. she's my reason."

Shin smiles softly

"Hey shin-Chan..?"

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"Yea f/n."

I place my hand over my locket and close my eyes

"What am I going to do about Atsumu?"

Shin doesn't say anything but pulls me in for a hug.

"What ever you choose to do, whatever happens, your family has your back, you have our support. Your not alone."

I sigh and nod wrapping my arms around Shin-Chan back returning the hug.

"Thank you.."

Pulling away from the hug shin smiles "I should head back and get into bed."

I nod "good night then, thanks again Shin-Chan."

"Anytime."

Shin walks to the door leading out to the walk way. He turns back to me. "Get some sleep your self."

I hmm "I will after I get in a night time pumping session."

Shin nods, he slides open the glass door and steps out shutting it behind him. I lock the door then pull the curtains.

Alright pump time

I always try to get in a extra pumping session before bed. Although I'm sore if I pump too much or if I don't pump enough.

I'll get one in before school tomorrow morning while im feeding Sakura. That way I can eat lunch with the team without worry.

Its about time to start weening her off my milk but she hasn't had any signs of her baby teeth. It's not uncommon although some baby's start getting their baby teeth before their 4 months old and some after 12 months but most babies start teething around 6 months so it depends. If she still doesn't teeth at 4 months then I'm estimating she will start at 6 months but if not then I'm  thinking she's a late bloomer. She can't eat baby food yet so I'll continue pumping but maybe not as much.

Note from author! Thank you so much for the reads! I hope your enjoying the book! I honestly enjoyed writing it. It is finished being written but I'm having to go back and edit some parts. Currently it's 105 chapters. I might add more but probably not. I'll try to get it all published soon for you guys! Thanks alot have a blessed day!