After a shower and a good cry I eat breakfast then crawled into bed, i now find myself staring up at the snow globe.
"It's still soo pretty.. "
Mama you think so too, you love anything with cherry blossom trees.
I stroke the locket around my neck then open it. I smile At the picture of my mom and I that is kept inside.
"You would tell me to forgive him and that it's probably a misunderstanding that I shouldn't feel sorry for my self and I should smile because my smile is so pretty and God has blessed us with another day.. you would tell me to pray and ask for forgiveness for having sex before marriage.. I should have waited.. for someone who actually loved me.. I miss you Mama."
Smiling softly I close my locket tucking it into my shirt.
*ding ding*
*ding ding*
My phones text notifications catch my attention. I slide outa bed and walk to my desk were my phone is charging. I unlock my passcode and a lump catches in my throat.
2 messages from Samu..
"I can't Samu.. not even if it's just you.. especially if it's just you."
I make a note to self to change numbers.
I felt tired and climbed back into my bed and quickly fell asleep.
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FanficHow can you hate him when he's the reason you have her? You haven't seen him since that night, you never planned to see him again. Atsumu said he loved you, your best friend shared your feelings but that love seemed more like a one night stand on hi...
