❀ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎-𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎❀ ⁽ᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

❀62

I push past the doors that lead to the stairwell I notice a few students going here and there but none seem to linger. I'm soon all alone.
Sighing I set my bag down against the wall then take a seat on the 3 step from the bottom.

My stomach starts to growl. I wine.

"I said I wasnt hungry but I guess I am. Oh well."

"I should check in on Sakura"

I unzip the side pocket on my bag and pull my phone out.

When I go to to unlock it I notice a message from my uncle. Sent 3 minutes again.

From: Uncle Lenni

Don't worry about Checking In with the babysitter to see how Sakuras doing I just got off the phone with her everything is fine Sakura is fine and happy and she just put Sakura down for her  nap. Take this time to enjoy your lunch without worry. I got your back.  I love you Kid. Take care."

I smile softly at Uncle Lenni's message and start typing my reply

To: Uncle Lenni

"You know me so well lol. I was just about about to check in on her my self. Thank you for checking in on her and letting me know, what would I do without you Uncle Lenni. Love you."

I hit send. The doors open below bringing my attention to who ever entered.

"Samu.."

Samu smiles softly when he sees me.

"Hey, can I join you? I was hoping we could talk. I brought home made Onigiri to share with you?" Samu holds out his lunch tin and my stomach growls.

Samu must have heard because he smirks.

"Samu's Famous Onigiri , how can I say no. Yeah you can join me."

With a smile he takes little effort even skipping a step as he comes to me. Samu sits down beside me holding his tin of Onigiri out to me which I gladly accept. I take a bite and moan.

"So good Samu.."

Samu blushes then smirks and takes a bite out of his own Onigiri .

"Still sounds dirty.. but thank you" Samu says with a mouth full.

I laugh "your so good at making these, you should open your own Onigiri shop or something."

"You think so? I'm not gonna lie it has crossed my mind, I'm not playing volleyball after high school like Sumu so starting my own Onigiri business sounds like a good idea."

I stop chewing hearing Samu mention his brother but push my feelings asside and continue eating.

"I'll be your number one costumer." I smile finishing off my Onigiri. Sumu places his lunch tin infront of me offering me another. I can't say no because they are to good so I take another and bite into it."

"F/n.. I'm sorry that Atsumu did what he did to you. I assure you I had no idea that he.. I knew that something bad had to happen between you two, the way you left and disappeared from our lives.. you wouldn't have done that without a reason.. I figured Atsumu did something but I didn't know what, he wouldn't tell me. He usually likes to brag when something big happens and it's usually a lie for the most part. Like the time he had me thinking  a girl showed him her boobs saying He saw them but what he really ment was he saw boobs in a dirty magazine. He would tell me things to make me jealous of him or invious. Losing his virginity was at the top of his bragging list but I know for a fact he never really had sex before and eventually he admitted to lying about losing his virginity. When he did lose it he didn't say anything because it was with you... what I'm getting at is, Atsumus behavior and what he did to you has us all in disgust twards him but Atsumu is his biggest critic.. he knew he screwed up the moment you walked away that he couldn't fix what he had done as easily as he could in the past with you. He wasn't the same Atsumu after you left but I know him seeing you again brought him back. Atsumu has been lost without you, he started dating Fuka officially after you disappeared, she had been obsessed with him because of image. Somehow she stalked him into giving her his number. I don't think they were dating when you and Him you know, but Fuka is a master manipulator she manipulated him into to thinking they should be together because they looked good together. She had many others manipulated into thinking the same way and in Atsumus mind that was enough reason to date her or pretend to date her. I do believe Atsumu would have snapped out of it if you stuck around and if he worked up his nerves to explaining his actions but.. with you gone and not by his side to keep him grounded he became apart of Fukas sick game. What he did wasn't right and he doesn't deserve your forgiveness but with you being around again f/n I'm seeing my brother slip from Fukas web and become the Atsumu me and you once new. Hes not gone f/n,He's not lost f/n.. he's just as broken as you are. You still love him and he still loves you but your both scared. Atsumu is scared you're going to slip away from him again but he's willing to fight to make sure you don't disappear again and he's willing to back off so you won't hate him but also to respect your wishes.. look you know I hate getting caught in the middle between you two that's usually your position when dealing with the two of us but like Atsumu I don't want you to disappear from our lives again. It was hard for me too f/n."

Ive never heard Samu say so much in a 10 minutes or less span so I stayed quiet and listen to what he had to say. He said so much my brain can't keep up. I registered what he said but I don't know how to react to it.

"S-Samu I'm so sorry. I never ment to hurt anyone.. especially you."

Samu places the lid on his lunch tin then sighs "I know and I know you never intended hurt any of us but you did. We missed you, your apart of our family. You left and we didn't know why. Couldn't you have stayed in contact with me at least??"

Samu looks at me with painful eye.

"That. Wouldn't be fair to anyone. Besides.. I had other reasons for disappearing. Staying and sticking around would only have complicated things further. I couldn't do that to you guys.. I decided to take responsibility all on my own."

I can't tell you Samu.. I'm sorry.

Samu gives me a confused look
"Responsibility? W—"

The sound of the bell interrupts our conversation. I feel relieved.

Samu stands up and bows "thank you for having lunch with me."

I frown knowing he is still frustrated with me
"Thank you for sharing your lunch with me Samu.."

Samu nods then excuses his self.

"What a stressful day.."

My phone buzzes in my hand.

From: Uncle Lenni

"Haha sure thing. You and I both know that you would do just fine without me. I am your best cheerleader though arnt I. Give me a I! Give me ♥︎! Give me a U! What's that spell?!~ I ♥︎ U!""

I laugh then tuck my phone away.

"Thanks Uncle Lenni"

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