❀ℬ𝒶𝒷𝓎-𝒟𝒶𝒹𝒹𝓎❀ ⁽ᵃᵗˢᵘᵐᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

❀59

I didn't even see Atsumu leave at the end of practice but he did.

"What happened?" Shin asks as we walk home.

I smile softly "I don't know really.. Atsumu.. implied that he loves me.. he wants to be with me."

Shin smiles softly "really that's great so you told him about Sakura?"

I look down "not exactly.. I was getting there but.. I — I mentioned how my heart also belongs to another and that person needs me more than Atsumu does and Atsumu stormed out. I was referring to Sakura though.. Shin.. I think I broke Atsumus Heart."

I look up at the sky.

Shin nods
"That explains the pained look on his face."

I smile softly
"All I wanted was for us to be together all of us. The moment my chance comes around to have that I blow it. Knowing Atsumu his sadness has turned to anger twards me."

Shin gives me a side glace. "Give him time to cool off."

It's not that easy. He holds onto things really tight.

Finally home get the chance to kiss Sakura and pick her up.

"Did you have a good day~?"

Sakura goos and smiles her tooth less smile.

"Mommy's gotta go change. Here go to Uncle shin." I pass Sakura onto shin who just changed out of his school clothes. Sakura begins to cry as soon as I leave her with Shin.

Once through I finish off the dirty clothes and walk back into the living room. Sakura wines when she sees me afraid I'll leave the room again. She doesn't like it when she can't see me.

"I take her from Shin-Chan, as soon as I do I get a good whiff of poopy diaper. Sakura looks at me with a poopy face.

"Your Pooping arnt you little stinker."

Sakura smiles and I kiss her nose. "Let's get you changed then." On my way to the changing table I grab her passi sticking it in my mouth. Sakura reaches for it as I lay her onto the changing table. Not getting her way she starts to cry, I take the passi from my mouth and pop it into hers. Sakura sucks on her passi and plays with a stray lock of my hair while I finish up changing her.

"There we go" i boop her nose and Sakura giggle. While I discard a few peace's of trash I leave Sakura laying on the changing table. When I return she has her feet in the air and her socks in both of hands.
"Undressing your self like a big girl now are we~"

I help her put her socks back on then pick her up bring her with me into the living room. I sit on the couch holding Sakura on my lap and run my fingers through her hair.

"Your hair is growing so fast. I think can give you pig tails Sakura."
Sakura hmms and noms on her fingers as I tie her hair into pigtails.

"Is that hand good?" I finish and turn her to face me Kissing her chubby cheek.

"Who's a pretty girl Sakura~"

"Mommy did a good job on your hair." I brush Sakuras curled pig tails gently with the baby brush. Sakura wines her eyes my exposed cleavage she smacks her lips.

"Yeah your hungry." Holding Sakura with one hand I pull down my tank top then adjust Sakura were she needs to be and she finds the nipple on her own. As she nurses I pat her little diaper.

"My boobs are so sore lately." I say to no one in perticular,

After Sakura has her fill I pull up my tank top then take a burning rag from the couch laying it over my shoulder I then lay Sakura over my shoulder onto the burping rag and begin the burping prosses.

"Oh my that was quite the burp miss Sakura." After burping Sakura I decide to bathe her. Even though I just changed her and did her hair Cause why not?

Bath time is always fun for both of us especially when toys are involved.

Sakura kicks her legs making splashes. Her sweet giggles fill the bath room.

"Look at you go! Yeah okay now your making a mess mam." Sakura laughs knowing what she did.

"Need a extra hand?" Shin-Chan asks

"Yes please, someone's getting alittle to big for her britches over here." I boop Sakuras wet nose, she lets out a excited scream and splashes around."

"Hey hey now! Your having too much fun and making a mess so bathe times over." Sakura grunts as I lift her out of her baby bath seat. Shin wraps a towel around her then carry's her into the living room to dry her off.

After putting Sakuras bath toys away I grab her night clothes and go to get her dressed for bed. As I fix her hair she plays with a pair of her folded socks.

After dressing her I smile down at Sakura who lets out a big yawn.

"It's past your bed time anyway. Come here I'll put you to bed."

I stand up and Sakura starts to cry in my arms clearly sleepy.

I head to Sakuras room and I rock Sakura to sleep in the rocking chair with the snow globes tune going.

Finally asleep I place her in her crib giving her a good night kiss. I take a baby moneter with me as leave the room.

Sakura does good sleeping through the night but just in case.

"Hey f/n come here please." My Uncle calls me from the kitchen.

"Yeah?"

I step into the kitchen and see my uncle sitting at the table on his laptop.

"Remember our discussion about hiring some help when it comes to Sakura? Well it's time. Now I have a few in mind but I'm going by you first."

I sit beside my uncle and look his lap top screen.

"I don't like the look of these people. "

My uncle gives me a look

"What about Sura-Chan?"

"She has to work"

"Kira?" I ask hopeful

"I'll call her and ask but if she can't then we pick from the list I showed you. I'd rather you not bring my girlfriend into this but you two are close. I'll call." Uncle sets his glasses on the counter and makes a call to Kira his girlfriend and my good friend.

He's only cranky because he is late at calling her anyway and she's the type to tell him how she really feels.

Once off the phone he returns to me shaking his head. "She's not comfortable babysitting a 3 month old almost 4 month old , she said if she had proper training then she would be all for it but she knows nothing about baby's. Sorry kiddo."

I sigh and glance back at his laptop.

"This one.."

Before I turn in I look to my uncle
"Hey do think you can bring home some variety of baby food tomorrow?"

He nods "sure thing, so your starting her on baby food now?"

"I mean yeah, I'll still feed her breasts milk and formula but it's time to start her on baby food and ween her off the rest. Anyway thank so much." I yawn and head for my room.

Not 10 minutes after I fall asleep Sakura starts to cry.

I'd get her down then she would wake up a few hours after.

There goes my baby sleeps through the night days.

<fast week>

Thankfully it's the weekend so I can sleep in.. maybe.

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