Pete Davidson Imagines

i love you.

       you knock softly on pete's door and he quickly answers. "babe!" he smiles and pulls you in for a tight hug. you haven't seen him in 2 months because he was out filming for the new suicide squad movie. "oh i'm so glad you're back." you say and he kisses you deeply. "mm me too." he smiles and steps away from the door to let you in. "so how was it? can i get spoilers?" you tease and he shakes his head. "no, of course not." he smiles. "and it was very tiring. had to be up at 4 in the morning to start shooting." pete sits on the couch and leans his head back. you straddle his waist and run your hand up and down his chest. he quickly moves his head back up and looks at you. you take your shirt off and start making out with him. "y-y/n." he groans and moves your hands away. "what? it's been so long..." you whisper. "i know, baby. i know. it's just..my moms on the way for dinner. she's like 10 minutes away." you sigh and put your shirt back on. "listen. later okay?" he promises and kisses your forehead. "fine." you wrap your arms around his neck and admire him. "you better not leave me again." you say and he shakes his head. "next time i'll take you to LA with me, baby."
        pete's mom came to dinner and you three ate and had a nice conversation. she left a little bit early because she had work the next morning. you and pete were now cleaning up. you were wiping off the table and the counters and he was doing the dishes. you stopped what you were doing and you were watching him. you two have been together for 8 months. neither one of you have told each other that you love each other. you were honestly waiting on pete to say something. but you both have been together for so long it seems like he'll never say it. what if he doesn't love you? you know you love him. you feel like he's going to be the person with for the rest of your life. "pete..." you say softly. so softly he didn't hear you. "pete." you say sternly and he turns the water off and dries his hands off with a towel nearby. "yes, sweetheart?" he turns around and has a smile on his face. "are you okay?" you bite your lip and mumble something as you looked down at the ground. "i didn't hear what you said." he walks up to you and grabs your hands. "baby what's wrong?"
        "nothings wrong. i just think i have something to tell you. i think." you repeat. "you can tell me anything." he leans down and kisses your forehead.
         "i love you." you say and look at him. his smile drops. "what?" he asks. "i love you pete." he steps away and sighs. "umm. y/n. i need you to leave." he says and you look at him with confusion. "w-what? why?" you ask and tears start to form around your eyes. "please get out of my house."
        "you don't love me back?" your voice cracks and you don't move. "talk to me!" you scream and he sighs. "y/n. get the fuck out. please." you shake your head and he grabs your hands. "talk to me pete. it's been 8 months and you haven't told me you loved me. am i not her? am i not good enough for you?" you say through gritted teeth. "i don't want to talk about it." he picks you up and starts to take you to the door. "pete!" you scream and cry. everything seemed to be falling apart. everything you were scared of happening was currently happening. "you're fucking crazy." those were pete's last words before he slammed the door in your face.
         you didn't move. you sat on his porch and sob into your hands. matter of fact you ended up sleeping on his porch.
           the next morning pete tries to walk out the door. "y/n?" he shakes you and you wake up. "oh my god." you quickly sit up and rub your eyes. your mascara and eyeliner were all over the place. "if you don't leave i'm going to need to call the police." pete says. "i um..yeah. yeah. yeah. i'll leave." you whisper and nod your head. you stand up and look around. "my purse is in your house." you say and he nods slowly, walking into his house and coming out quickly to hand you your purse. "you don't have anything to say..?" you ask and he shakes his head. "what? i need to leave. i'm going to see some friends." you swallow hard and nod, turning around and walking to your car.
        it's been a few weeks since you told pete you loved him. you both had small conversations that ended quickly. you both haven't seen each other since everything happened.
          you walk into your apartment and lay on the couch. you were so exhausted after work. you check your phone and notice a new voicemail from pete and you decide to listen to it.

        "listen..y/n...i know things have been weird between us ever since you told me you loved me. i heard you..i heard you loud and clear. it's just..i-i-i- i don't know what to do with that..i know what you said and i don't know if you meant it. if you did what does that mean?"
        
       you sigh and bite your lip. he didn't even say it back. there was a knock and you get up to answer it. it was pete. "what are you doing here..?" you ask and he sighs. "i'm sorry, y/n." you start to shut your door but his hand stops it. "you wanted me to talk about it so badly that night. let me talk about it now." you swallow and you look down. "i love you too." he says and you look up at him. "are you serious?" you say and he nods. "i'm just so scared. i'm scared you're going to leave me." he quickly wipes away his tears and he hugs you tightly. "i was just so scared..i don't know how to explain it. you're everything i've ever wanted and needed and more. you're all i think about. i miss you. i hate being away from you."
          "pete.." you start but he quickly cuts you off by kissing you deeply and pushing you more into the apartment, kicking the door shut behind him. he wraps his arms around you and pushes you against the wall. "i love you so much." he mumbles against your lips and bites your bottom lip. you would've said it back but his lips wouldn't leave yours. he grips his nails into your hips and you let out a small whine. "pete can we please just talk?" you gasp out. "about what, sweetheart?" he gets on his knees and starts to unbutton your pants. "just everything..we haven't talked in weeks. you come over to tell me you love me all of the sudden and now you're trying to have sex with me." he stops what he's doing and sighs. "baby what more do you want from me?"
         "i want you to fucking love me back!" you scream and he flinches. "i know you're talking to her. someone you know told me. you just came over to have sex."
          "i stopped talking to her, i promise. i don't want her. i only want you." he gets off his knees and holds your face in his hands. "don't touch me. get out." you say and he kisses your forehead. "i really do love you." he cries out. you watch as he walks out to his car and you stand in your window, staring at him and watching him as he left. you didn't know what to believe.