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Dear September, i actually didn't hate you. other than a few things, i love you so so much. September 2020, wasn't bad, wasn't bad at all. not that anything crazy happened, but enough little things happened to make me happy with the month. but i'm still genuinely hurt from last month. i wonder if break ups hurt more, or less? maybe it's just as equal.
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-— September, 2020 —
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September started like July, except with nerves for school, worries that everyone hates me socially, and excitement for halloween. i wonder what i'm going to do for halloween. the first time i saw friends this month was definitely the weirdest hangout i've ever been to.
i had gotten dunk-in with my mom, still in pjs and a bra then boom. suddenly i was at my guy friends house with his best friend. my other friend was supposed to go to, i wonder what happened with her.
hanging out with them wasn't not fun, but it was absolutely the best.
then two days later i hung out with my friend group. it was odd. i felt sort of out of place but also perfectly in place. i mean they had hung out together all summer but i wasn't there. i never was. i was maybe once or twice.
and then boom, with a blink of an eye school started.
i was still seeing friends though, including my best friend. i saw her lots this month.
in all honesty nothing crazy happened this month. i mean i'm still pretty hurt from the events of last month, but i'm good. i mean hey, nothing special truly happened. i'm friends with the people i've always wanted to be friends with..it'll work.
i'll make it work.
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what once was
General Fictiona girl who doesn't find love, but finds hurt, disappointment and worry. who thinks she's becoming just who she's always wanted be, at an extent. after knowing him before, she knew it was time to be close yet again, like from what was before. except...
