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me my mom and sister just us hanging out, with crystals surrounding us? it's legit everything.
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— May, 2021 —
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this month started off great and got better and better as it went on. it started off spent with my mom and sister and crystal browsing - my choice of the day clearly. - but hey it was spent well.
for my half birthday the fourth, my friend, who's also into crystals, gave me a crystal i've been wanting which made me feel really special.
then mother's day rolled around so i obviously spent it with my mom and step dads parents.
the day after i went to my best friends house. because of being in the same class in person, now we've become even closer. it was me, her, February friend and crystal friend.
halfway through the month i went to dinner with a group of friends. which was genuinely so so fun. i even fell in love with Rodrigo again. but other than seeing friends twice or so, school kept me up to date socially.
i'd like to think of hanging out with friends as a fun thing where as school was a distraction from feelings. feelings as if people still didn't like me from last year.
as much as i'd hope everyone's over it i know it's just not the case.
my best friend hung out with both of the people that had blocked me. when i had realized i was quickly worried. worries such as her talking bad about me or them talking bad about me occurred in my head. i couldn't get them out. until i got a notification that made me so happy yet so confused instantly.
the person who blocked me and had it hurt for so long had added me. my heart started racing. the thoughts of them talking bad about me left. everything around me disappeared. everything around me was gone.
nothing mattered except for accepting the friend request. you know, after twenty minutes of getting over all the emotions.
the month went by pretty quick, so quick that it seemed as if i had only blinked a handful amount of times and then June arrived.
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General Fictiona girl who doesn't find love, but finds hurt, disappointment and worry. who thinks she's becoming just who she's always wanted be, at an extent. after knowing him before, she knew it was time to be close yet again, like from what was before. except...
