to February all i can say is i have a love hate relationship with it.
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February started off well, considering there's still snow i even got an excuse to have a friend over. she was apart of my group, or of my group i should say. not in a 'i own it' but in an 'i'm apart of it' type way.
i was feeling pretty good about the month because i did see said friend, but that was it. only time i saw anyone in not only months but for a while. seeing her really did make me miss my friends more though. made me miss everything a little more. but my you tubers make me feel as if the world pauses, every time i watch them.
in other news this month was very very boring, nothing happened except watching my friends hangout still - slightly less but still lots -and seeing how i'm still hurt by it i would say my mental estimate of being over it by January wasn't true.

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