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About October? don't even ask. it was like a gap month for friends. very family oriented, but fun. i guess it's good. nothing happened, unless you count twenty million different breakdowns over the same things. especially after august.
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— October, 2020 —
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second month of school! yay. it's not bad honestly. i think i'm over getting blocked, and everything from august. in all honesty nothing really hurts.
i'm great!..okay i'm lying. everything is sort of hurting. i mean hey at least i never liked anyone during the summer. haven't liked anyone since the kid in 6th grade, which is fine with me.
i've been hanging out with my sister a lot, she's really cool honestly. we're close in age - perks of having a step sister - but we get along well. especially this month. but because nothing really happened the only remotely interesting thing was halloween.
while my family was watching scary movies, i got nice and ready to go to a small "party". i wouldn't call it a party, but i also wouldn't not call it a party. only six people, including myself.
even saw my friend group! they all do something for halloween together, i was invited but opted out. i wanted to see some old friends, but i still saw my group.
me and another friend started ranting to each other at one point, she was apart of the august night. she was like the second face of it, but she's been my friend for years and i love her. regardless she's apologized lots for it, and i forgave her.
i also have a habit of taking people in even after they've done me wrong, but she's different, i feel as if she doesn't fit with that category of people.
either way, October was kinda fun. i mean i did cry almost every night - but hey i think thats normal.
normal enough for me now.
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what once was
Ficção Gerala girl who doesn't find love, but finds hurt, disappointment and worry. who thinks she's becoming just who she's always wanted be, at an extent. after knowing him before, she knew it was time to be close yet again, like from what was before. except...
