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the last day of school.
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— June, 2021 —
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i started to worry about this day, not just because of growing up. but today i'm facing the two people that blocked me in august. the one who i'm still not entirely over too.
the school day ended in half, it wasn't just a few hours of playing outside with other classes but still pretty fun. i was kind of sad though considering i actually like my class.
i got home around eleven thirty ish and immediately started stressing. i'm going to the beach with friends - it's nothing serious - except i'm totally scaring myself. and completely over thinking this.
schools out, i should be celebrating, but i'm scared of growth and scared of facing certain people. it's awful.
my mom started driving me to the beach which is where we were going. i had put on my two piece bathing suit because its the pretty - or decently pretty - bathing suit i own. and within ten minutes i was there. i thanked my mom for driving me and got out of the car. my stomach dropped. now i have to find whoever is here at the beach. which isn't easy.
i walked towards the beach turning my head to see if i saw anyone and i heard three voices call me over. two males one female. it was both of the guys who blocked me and then another girl i hung out with in may. my stomach dropped further down. i took a deep breath and walked over to them.
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about an hour and a half ish later everything was running smoothly. kind of. i tried to think of it as smooth. i had a chance to talk to the two guys just me and we all seemed cool with each other which made me feel pretty good. maybe they don't truly hate me they just don't like me. or maybe they do like me i'm still unsure about that.
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