Not just a fan..

Feeling guilty again

Nirvana POV

"I'll see you in a few hours." Kar said through the phone. "Be careful on the ride and tell Sammy I said hi." I smiled back.

We hung up and I walked out to the livingroom where Kenny was.

"Hey baby." He smiled.

"Kenny, dont please." I said sitting next to him.

We watched tv and talked for a few hours and i laid my head on his shoulder.

He shrugged and wrapped his arms around me.

I sighed standing up and walking to the kitchen for a drink.

He followed me in and grabbed my hips roughly. He twirled me around and pressed me against the counter.

"Kenny, no." I said trying to pull away. "Please Nirvana." He groaned. "You've been leading me on all week. I want to touch you." He said biting his lip and pressing his hard on onto me.

I groaned as he leaned down and connected our lips. His tongue slipped into my mouth and he moaned quietly.

His hands slid from my hips up my back and back down to my behind.
I pulled away from him and turned my head.

"This isn't fair to Sammy." I said guiltily.

He continued to kiss my neck and behind my ear.

"No one has to know except us." He said against my neck.

"Kenny I-"

"Kenneth!" I heard someone yell.

We both looked over to see Karlee and Nate.

I pushed Kenny back away from me and stomped to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

Tears welded in my eyes as I thought about Sammy and how hes going to react to all of this.

I washed out the sink and tip toed to the livingroom.

Everyone was sitting relaxed except Nate and Kenny. Nate looked like he was going to kill him.
I sat on Sammy's lap and felt guilty as he wrapped his arms around me. I almost had sex with Kenny.

Kenny locked eyes with me and had an apologetic look in his eyes.

I turned away, angry at him. I told him no.

Sammy stood up, surprising me as he carried me to the bedroom.

"I want to cuddle." He said setting me on the bed and kicking off his shoes.

He slid in next to me and laid his head on my chest and his arms around my torso.