Not just a fan..

Over For Good

Karlee Pov

I woke up this morning due to the sun shining bright af in my eyes. I grabbed my phone to look at the time. It was almost noon. Why tf didn't anyone wake me up?? I looked over my shoulder to see Nate wasn't there. I shrugged and picked my phone back up realizing i had a bunch of texts and calls from Taylor. I unlocked my phone to read all the texts.

"From Taylor;

Karlee Im so sorry about last night! please don't hate me and where'd you go?!"

"From Taylor;

Karlee I'm worried about you where'd you go? We need to talk about this.."

"From Taylor;

The Jacks told me Matt gave you a ride home.. Please call me when you get this..I really wanna talk to you about what happened.."

I sighed and decided to call him. It only rang twice before he answered.

"Karlee ?! thank god you called Im so sorry about last night! I shouldn't of tried to kiss you .. I know you only want to be friends and you still love Nate. Im just really really sorry! I don't blame you if you hate me.."

"Taylor ! calm down! i don't hate you. The almost kiss was both our faults.. we both got caught up in the moment. and yes i do just want to be friends I'm sorry if you thought something different Tay I didn't mean to make you think that."

He sat there for a second not saying a word before taking a deep breath and talking again.

"I just thought we had something going yanno? All that nice shit you said about finding a girl who likes me for me and not my money or fame, when you said that i thought of you. Your the only girl I've met thats a fan of me but doesn't treat me like "OMG its Taylor Caniff" you treat me like Taylor, another normal, fucked up teen... I thought we could of been something more.."

My heart sank when i heard this.. I didn't know I sent him mixed signals the way I did.

"Im so sorry Taylor. and I do like you for you your an amazing and caring person. I just have so much going on with me and Nate trying to fix us, and then you came along and yeah I'll be honest I did have a little crush on you. When we hung out I saw the real Taylor and I like him, I do. but I think we should just stay friends, at least for right now. Hey maybe somewhere down the line we'll get together who knows. But never forget this Taylor, Your the most caring and sweetest person I know. You put others before yourself and any girl is lucky to have you, I promise. I gotta go tho. Love you Tay and we'll hang out soon."

"I love you too Kar.... and thanks. bye.." he mumbled before hanging up.

I felt so bad for misleading him because I knew how that felt. The shit hurts. I had to make it up to him. I'd think of a way how later but right now I needed food and cuddles with Nate. I grabbed his flannel, my bra, and underwear off the floor putting them on. I buttoned the flannel up a little and walked downstairs. I looked around to find no one in the apartment. I frowned and walked to the kitchen grabbing a bowl and made myself a bowl of cereal. I walked to the island separating the kitchen and dining room and found a note.

"Hey Kar we all went to the studio and didn't wanna wake you up! Just come on down when you get pup we'll be pulling an all nighter here ! ~love Nirvana"

I shook my head laughing and finished my cereal. They shoulda woke me up. Its not like i would of killed them. I ran up stairs and took a quick shower. I looked through my clothes and grabbed a BVB t shirt, skinny jeans, combat boots and Nate's flannel. I got dressed and figured I'd just go all natural with my hair and face, wasn't really in the mood to do hair or makeup. I grabbed my bag, phone, and wallet shoving everything in it. I walked out locking the door behind me and got on the elevator. When i got outside I hailed a cab and got in telling him the address. I looked out the window thinking about the situation with Taylor and Nate. We got to the studio quicker than I thought we would. I paid the driver and walked in asking the lady at the front desk which studio they were in. She pointed down the hall. I thanked her and walked down. I looked in each studio trying to find them. I looked through the window of one and froze at what I saw. There stood Nate and one of the girls from their recent video standing next to a sound board. Nate had his hands on her waist nd looked like he was whispering something in her ear. She was giggling and had her arms around his neck. I swung the door open and stood there with tears rushing down my face.

"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I yelled.

Nate looked at me shocked and moved away from her. "Karlee it's not what you think I promise babygirl!" He walked towards me but I stuck my arm out.

"Don't even give me that bullshit Nathan. I can't believe I trusted you, I can't believe I ever let myself fall for you. I never want to speak to you again. We're over. FOR GOOD!" I ran down the hall pushing past Sam ignoring him call my name. I found the studio the other guys were in and wiped my face before walking in. Everyone turned around and smiled at me.

"There she is. Look who woke up and decided to join us!" Dillon said laughing.

I gave a fake half smile and sat on the couch. Nate and Sam walked in a few minutes afterwards.

"Karlee can we talk in the hall please?" Nate whispered sitting next to me.

"No we can't. Hey dill do I have to be here today or can I just get mine over with and go I don't really feel good and don't wanna be here." I asked getting up and moving away from Nate. His head fell and he buried his head in his hands.

"Uhh sure. Let me get the music ready then you and Nirvana can head in."

I nodded and and stood next to the door laying my head on Nash's shoulder. I just wanted to get this over with and get as far away from Nate as I could.