Not just a fan..

He's going to leave me

Nirvana POV

I woke up to yelling and sat up putting my hand on my head.

All that crying last night made me feel like shit.

Twitter was blown up with notifications about Kar and her agreeing to do the song.

I tweeted her '@Karlee WHOO! Good job babygirl ily 😙'

I smiled and walked to the bathroom.

Dark pink and red circles were around my eyes and they were still swollen and puffy.

"Shit man." I grumbled. I showered quickly and did light foundation to cover up the rings.

I walked downstairs. "Good job Kar. When you hittin the studio?" I giggle.

"Were gonna wait until tomorrow to go." Dillon said turning and smiling at me.

"Okay." I say smiling and sitting down but immediately regretting it.

A wave of nausea hit me like a ton of bricks and i quickly walked to the bathroom.

I sat on the floor and waited. "Baby? You okay?" Sammy knocked.

"Fine." I say in a shaky voice.

He comes in and sits next to me, wrapping his arm around my back.

"Did you eat something bad yesterday?" He asked kissing my head.

"Probably." I say and give him a small smile. "I'm gonna go back to bed."

"Okay baby. Need anything?" "Nope. Im good." I say and stand.

I lay back down and get on my phone. I look at the date and almost throw up again.

I text Kar freaking out. She walks into the bedroom and just looks at me.

"Are you fucking serious? Youre 16." She says crossing her arms.

"I swear to God we've been careful. Maybe its from change in environment. I dont know Karlee." I say rubbing my eyes to refrain from crying.

"You need to tell Sam." She says. "No no no. Not until we know for sure." I say shaking my head.

"I'll make you a doctor's appointment. For today." She says pulling out her phone. She talks to them and frowns.

"You have to wait 2 weeks." She says. I nod and sigh.

"Hes going to be so mad." I say as the tears begin to sting my eyes.

"Nirvana it'll be okay." Karlee says crawling on the bed next to me and hugging me.

"Hes going to leave me." I sob.