Not just a fan..

Im scared

Nirvana POV
I heard Kar slam her door and I flinched. Sammy squeezed my hand and pulled me into his lap.

"Sammy, we have to be careful. We moved to fast and thats why I didnt feel like you loved me. You may feel it but I need time to think these things through. Youre my first everything." I said running my fingers through his hair.

He looked at me apologetically before nuzzling his face in my neck. "I love you." He mumbled. I sighed and laid my head against his.

"I have to go to bed." I whispered sliding off his lap. I leaned down and pecked his lips softly. "Good Night Sammy."

"Good Night Nirvana." He said smiling. I walked to my bedroom and seen Kar climbing back in the window.

I gave her a weary smile and sat on my bed. She climbed into her bed and turned off her light. I tip toed to her and climbed in next to her.

"I'm scared Kar." I whispered as she rolled to face me. "I just want you to make the right choices. I don't want him to hurt you." I nodded and sat up.

"I'm gonna sit out on the roof for a bit. Call me if you need anything." I said getting out of bed and climbing out the window.

I sat there, just listening to all the cars passing by. I seen one stop and someone get out.

I crawled to the edge of the roof and whisper yelled their names.

"Nate! Kenny!" I smiled. "Shhh! Its a surprise! Meet us downstairs." Kenny said pointing towards the door.

Kar was sleeping as i slipped out.

"Hey guys!" I laughed quietly, hugging them.

"Karlee is asleep but you can go in." I said to Nate pointing him in her direction. He blushed and headed in with his bag.

"I'm not going in there tonight so I'm stuck out here with you guys." I laughed sitting between them on the couch.

I laid my head in Sammys lap and my feet in Kenny's. "Is there a movie theater around here?" Kenny asked me.

"Around the corner. I have work in the morning." I mumbled watching the tv.

"You have a job?"

"Of course. I need to make that money." I laughed looking up at him.