Not just a fan..

What do i do?

Karlee POV
Nirvana called this morning to tell me she was leaving for Omaha. I felt bad I couldn't go but I didn't want to be around Nate especially if he saw the picture. I knew Nirvana saw it when she said "Congrats." I took a shower and threw on my comfy clothes which meant I didn't plan on going anywhere. Taylor was somewhere in the house busy so I decides to go around exploring . I looked in each room then made my way to the back yard and walked around looking at the amazing view. I took a few pictures of the sky and buildings before walking back inside nd changing into my swimsuit. I grabbed my sunglasses and sunscreen and headed back outside by the pool. I put the sunscreen on and laid by the pool tanning. I sang along to the music blasting from my phone. A shadow appeared over my face not making me happy.
"Your blocking my sun sir."
"You'll survive." I heard a chuckle.
I sat up taking my sunglasses off and squinted makin out Taylor's face in the light.
"Really Taylor? The tanning lighting was perfect."
"Come swimming with me Kar!" He yelled jumping in the pool. I laughed shaking my head and got up jumping in the pool. I looked around for Taylor. I felt a hand grab my leg. I screamed and went under the water. I squinted through the water and saw him smiling and laughing. I swam back up and shook my hair out of my face. Taylor swam over to me picking me up. I wrapped my legs around him and smiled.
"I hate you for pulling me under"
"You don't really hate me"
"Yeah I do I hate you so much."
"Oh really?" He smirked and tilted me back a little ." How much do you hate me?"
"Uhmmm a lot" I smiled looking behind me.
Taylor smirked again and pretended to drop me backwards in the water.
"I'm joking I don't hate you!" I screamed holding on to him tighter.
Taylor laughed and pulled me up holding me.
"I wouldn't drop you that's mean."
I pouted not talking.
"Are you mad at me now beautiful?" He asked. I nodded still pouting and not speaking.
"I'm sorry." He said kissing me. I fought the urge to kiss back. He bit my bottom lip gently. I couldn't fight back anymore he found my weakness. I kissed back playing with his hair. Taylor walked to the edge of the pool sitting me on it and looked at me.
"Maybe we should take things slow Kar. You just got out of a relationship and as much as I want to be with you and do everything we can't. "
"I understand Tay, and your right I don't want to rush into anything." I said nodding.
He held my waist an smiled." Good . When were home and not around people maybe we can do some stuff." He fiddled with the strings on my bottoms."like cuddling , kissing occasionally..."
I smirked and chewed on my lip. " maybe even though that wouldn't really be taking it slow."
Taylor laughed and put his hands on the edge pulling himself up and kissed me. I kissed him back and pushed him into the water. I got up and ran to my towel laughing. I wrapped it around me and sat down watching Taylor swim. We agreed to take it slow but I had a feeling it wasn't going to happen. I was really starting to like Taylor but there was still something in me that loved Nathan no matter how bad he hurt me. What was i going to do?