"done!" you yelled when you finally finished the knitted scarf you were doing for jungkook.
"mmmm" jaehyun mumbled while he was scrolling through his phone.
"jae come here!" you called him over to you and he does so right away.
"perfect!" you clapped excitedly after wrapping the scarf around jaehyun.
"is this supposed to be for christmas?" jaehyun asks.
"yeah, i finished right on time." you said.
"for someone who always sees him you're always acting like a fan." he says.
"well duh, cause I am. you know he's my bias." you say.
"yeah yeah. drop me off at his place later we're meeting the rest of the guys." he says.
"mmm ok." you just say while you were carefully folding the scarf.
you've been with jaehyun for a while now since you're his manager, you got along well with him considering he doesn't call you noona anymore even though you're three years older. you've been a BTS fan since their debut and you can't believe you're able to be friends with you bias now thanks to jaehyun.
ofcourse, you're just a fan. you've never actually had feelings for jungkook and you know better than to fall for an idol.
"yo i'm coming up." jaehyun calls jungkook on loud speaker.
"yeah go ahead. uhm is y/n with you?" jungkook asks.
"i'm here!" you say.
"oh ok good, is it ok if jaehyun drinks today? i'm not sure of his schedule tomorrow." jungkook asks.
"should be fine it's his day off tomorrow." you say.
"alright well i'm off." jaehyun takes off his seatbelt after ending the call.
"jae." you call him before he opens the door.
"if there are girls coming over, don't do anything stupid. absolutely no scandals. please." you say firmly.
"what kind of guy do you think i am huh?" he looks angry.
"WOAH." you put both your hands up to your sides. "why are you all defensive, other managers say this too." he fell silent.
"i've noticed you're always in a bad mood lately." you scold him. "well tell me what your problem is?!"
"nope." he says.
"tell me." you grab his arm.
"nah uh."
"please?"
"nnnnno."
"say it,pabo."
"hey!"
"sorry sorry." you say in a gentle voice. "jae, i know we're supposed to just do our jobs, but this isn't part of my job right now you know. driving you and stuff when it's my day off, going shopping with you, you even came to my apartment. that means we're actually friends right?" you look at him with a concerned look. "if something's bothering you, it bothers me too. i'm just worried about you." you say.
he looks at you with sad eyes.
"is it a girl?" you ask. he nods slowly.
"did she hurt you?" he nods again.
"how come? did she cheat?" you ask and he shakes his head in frustration.
"then what?"
he just stares at you. you've never seen this expression on his face before. he looks regretful and sad.
you slowly put your hand to rub his hair. "it's ok. i'm sure some lucky girl will come in your life and treat you well." you comfort him.
he grabs your hand that's rubbing his hair. "can't it be you?"
"huh?" you stare at him in disbelief.
"can't it be you?" he repeats again. "i can't believe i have to confess here." he plops back on his seat. you're still frozen in your seat unable to process everything.
because you want it too. you've suppressed it for years, the growing affection you've had for him. years of telling yourself that you only see him as a little brother. you didn't want to lose him as a friend.
"how come i was never your bias?" he asks, seeming annoyed.
"what?" you're puzzled, still trying to process what he just said.
"it's always jungkook this jungkook that. that shit hurts you know." he says.
"i- i didn't know." you just say.
"pffft. even made a sweater and shit, you're probably not gonna get me anything for christmas..." he keeps rambling.
"jae." you cut him off.
he stops and just looks at you.
"you love me?" you ask. he nods.
"as what?" you ask again.
"as a woman." he says.
"are you sure?" you question him.
"positive."
you reach over to cup his cheek and slowly lean over. now you're only a few centimeters from his lips.
"can i?" you whisper and he nods
you press your lips against his. the kiss was way better than what you imagined. you're head over heels in love with him, and you start to mentally hit yourself in the head for not doing this sooner.
you pull away. his ears are beet red.
"cute." you lightly pinch his ear.
he starts to dial jungkook's number again and you just watch him.
"oh, where are you i thought you're here already?" jungkook asks. "mingyu just got here."
"i'll pass today." he says with a slight smile on his face.
"what why? we're supposed to play!" jungkook whines.
jaehyun whispers something to the phone so you wouldn't be able to hear.
"hey!"
"REALLY?!" jungkook says loud enough that you don't need a speaker phone to hear.
"YAH YAH, JAEHYUN KISSED Y/N NOONA!!" jungkook announces to their friends.
jaehyun looks shocked and glances over to you. you were smirking at him.
"jungkook-ssi, for the record, I kissed HIM." you say after grabbing jaehyun's phone then you hear the boys cheer before ending the call.
jaehyun kisses you suddenly.
"there. now I kissed YOU." he says with a proud look on his face.
