7 years as a couple,4 years of living together. sigh. i used to be happy but now it's like she's just my roommate. no more cuddles,no more flirty texts,no more date nights,no more sex every night. she's just there,when i wake up and when i go home. i know she's not happy anymore too. at this point we're just waiting for one of us to pull the trigger. as much as i hate to admit it,i think i'm going to be the one to give up first for i feel like, or more accurately, been feeling for quite some time now that i have fallen out of love.
"i'm gonna buy groceries after work text me if you need me to buy you anything." she said as her back was turned to me,washing the dishes.
"alright." i said not looking up from my phone.
"i better get going." she said blanky as she was drying off her hands.
"mmm.bye." i said still not looking up from my phone. she just walked out. i miss the person she was before.
i headed off to work too after a while. my boss' secretary was with me in the elevator. i have to admit she's really fucking hot. we've flirted a bit here and there but it never went any further.
"how was your weekend?" she asked.
"good. you?" i asked too.
"it was aight." she said and i just nodded. she gets off first since her floor is one lower than mine. before we went out she turned back and winked at me. i have to admit that really made me excited.
y/n pov
time skip to later this evening
groceries. don't forget.
i turned off my computer and started fixing my stuff so i can head out already. i have to fix taeyong's dinner when i go home so i have to hurry up.
"hold it!" someone yelled so i pressed the button to open the elevator door again. a co-worker of mine entered. this one that i particularly don't like. he's flirting with every girl in the office and i find it annoying,he even made a move on me despite knowing i'm in a relationship.
"oh hi!" he said. "thanks for holding the door,beautiful." he said then winked and i rolled my eyes.
"someone's not happy to see me." he laughed.
"i'm just tired." i said.
"maybe i can buy you dinner and you'll feel better." he said.
"sorry yuta." i simply said and gave him an apologetic smile. i don't like him but i still feel bad rejecting him.
"as expected. i'm rejected again." he said.
"you can have dinner with anyone in the office yuta. the girls are all over you." i said then the elevator door opened and i walked out immediately. he caught up to me as i was walking over towards my car.
"y/n!wait!" he yelled.
"yeah?" i stopped and turned around to fave him.
"dinner with me. even if it's just as friends?" he pleaded.
"invite me next time with other people then i'll say yes,otherwise if it's just the two of us some people might think it's a date even though it's not." i explained.
"who cares what other people think?" he said.
"i care."
"the people in the office know we're not together so what's there to worry about?"
"taeyong's is the only opinion i care about,yuta. he knows you used to ask me out all the time. it won't look good if i have dinner with you won't it?"
