Stray Kids Imagines

Sorry~ Han Jisung

Part 2/2
YOUR POV
When you woke up, Claire was still not in the room and you had wondered where she was for the night. You picked up your phone and saw that you had two messages.

Chan had texted you earlier that morning asking if you were okay and if you would still be going to their performance later that day. You weren't sure about it, you were still a bit hurt that Han yelled at you but you wanted to support them. You texted him that you didn't know if you would be coming but wished him and the others well.

He tried to convince you to come. He told you that he knows Han is sorry and he was just being overprotective of you since he loves you so much and doesn't want to lose you or see you get hurt. You had almost cried at that because you understood what Chan meant.

Han was protective of you sometimes, even with the other members when he saw them either trying to playfully kiss, cuddle, or even feed you and other small stuff like that.

There was this time Hyunjin had grabbed your face so that you would look at him since he was talking. You were distracted on your phone so you heard him but weren't responding to him. When he grabbed your face, Han told him to not grab your face like that with a serious look and then played it off by saying your face is sensitive.

You get it, he just doesn't want you to get kidnapped, stabbed, or even worse. You didn't think that Seoul would be the place of it but it turns out that anywhere is dangerous for a girl. Especially since you are the girlfriend of an idol. You told Chan you understood and he sighed on the line before hanging up.

You look at the message from Seungmin and it was practically saying the same thing. He wanted to know if you had made up your mind about coming or not and that Han was really down last night after you left. He was stuck in the room all night and didn't even want to talk to anyone as well. You told him the saw thing you told Chan. You threw your phone beside you and decided to get started with your day.

You get up to go brush your teeth, then shower, and get some breakfast before coming back to the room. After you had eaten, you started to do some work for your classes so you open up your computer. As you were working, your roommate Claire walked in.

"(Y/N)? What are you still doing here? Shouldn't you be at the guy's dorm on the way to the performance or something?" She asks as she plops down on her bed. You glance at your phone, checking the time. Two more hours before they went on. Han was not gonna text you, you knew he wasn't. It would be partially because he was busy practicing last minute and getting dressed and all but also because you told him not to.

"I don't know. Han and I got into a fight last night." You old her, a frown appearing on your face.

"What really? You two never fight." She points out. You chuckle at the fact that she even noticed that.

"Yeah, I know. It was stupid. I went to go buy him some cheesecake you know, thinking we could just enjoy that before he would have to stress for today's performance and he got mad that I left the dorm and didn't tell anyone where I was going." You shortly explain to her.

"Awe, he's just overprotective. I get that but I mean you have a right to go out when you want as well."

"Yeah, that's exactly what I told him. I miss him already, it's like we never spend more than a few hours apart but this time it feels different." You admit.

"I think you should go see him. You were right, the fight is stupid and you two love each other and if you miss him, he probably misses you more." She says. You throw your head back on your pillow and contemplate her words. You didn't want to be angry at him anymore.

"Do you think you can drive me there? I would take the bus but by the time I get there, they will probably be leaving." You ask Claire.

"Are you kidding babe? I'd love to drive you." She says as she hops off of her bed and grabs her keys on the desk.

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You got to the venue and hesitated before walking in. You knew it shouldn't have been this hard, but you hated apologizing However, you had to do it because it was the right thing to do. You walked up to the front desk and showed them the pass that you had to get backstage. One of the guys came from behind the desk and escorted you to where they were.

When you got there. The staff ask you why you didn't come with them as you normally do and you injured that they didn't know what happened last night. You simply told them you had something else to do before and wanted to come after. They don't question it so you sit down on the couch and use your phone as you wait for them to finish the first half of their performance.

Your phone goes off and it's a text from Claire, asking if you had talked to Han yet. You told her that they were still on stage so you were waiting. She replies with 'good luck' and a thumbs-up emoji.

You were about to go back on your phone when you heard their voices down the hall. Felix comes out first followed by Hyunjin, then Changbin, then Seungmin, I.N, Lee Know, Han, and then Chan. Their face lights up a bit as they take in your presence on the small couch.

"(Y/N)! You came." Felix calls out and runs to you in tiny. You get up and walk towards them.

"I had to. You guys know I would never miss a performance." You tell them as Felix hugs you and sways from side to side. You glance at Han and his face is neutral but his eyes widened since he was surprised that you came. Chan coughs slightly, signaling for the guys to leave you alone so you could talk to Han. Felix lets go of you then walks off with the others for their small break. You glance at Han then sigh before fully walking up to him.

"Do you want to talk to me or are you still mad at me?" You ask him softly.

"I want to talk...." He says and you take that and start blabbering.

"Listen, I... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left the dorm so late last night okay? Yes, it was wrong for me to not tell anyone where I was going and to go alone, but I wanted to surprise you when you came back. I just wanted to share cheesecake with you and watch a movie before you had to go to sleep and wake up for this performance." His eyes soften a bit more and you continue.

"Plus, I know you've been a bit stressed since you've been working on tracks and practice and all that and I was a bit stressed too that day because I failed an exam that I worked so hard for. I just wanted to spend the night with you to make you feel relaxed for one night and get my mind off of the exam. I miss you already and I don't want to be mad at you anymore." You quickly blurt out and fiddle with your fingers before looking down at the floor. You feel a couple of fingers grab your chin and get tilted up at a slight angle. You were looking at him now, his eyes never leaving yours.

"No babe, I'm sorry. I was being overprotective when I shouldn't have. You were right, you're not a kid and you can go wherever you want whenever you want okay. It was sweet... It was so sweet that you just wanted to spend some time with me and eat cheesecake. I was mad at you because I don't want something bad to happen to you, I didn't want to lose you. You mean so much to me and I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you in my life." You smile at him then chuckled a little.

He cups your face and places a small kiss on it before pulling away to look into your eyes again, only to place a long kiss on your lips. You move to wrap your arms around his neck as he pulls you in closer by the waist. He was a little taller than you so you had to step on your tiptoes a little. He catches you off guard when he bit the bottom of your lip so you ended up moaning in his mouth. You can feel him smile against your lips, satisfied with the reaction.

"Uhh, sorry to interrupt but he needs to go back on."  One of the staff members states. Han pulls away and your eyes go wide, forgetting that there were other people in the room. You turn to face the guy, along with the other staff as they are a bit wide-eyed too. They hated seeing you guys intimate sometimes, depending on how intimate it was, but this time they were just a bit surprised.

"Can I take you out after this?" Han asks, bringing your attention back to him.

"Yeah, I'd love that." You tell him. He kisses your forehead before turning around to leave.